Woong POV
04/10/21
Remember that time we first met? I saw you standing there and you were just so gorgeous to be overlooked. I always thought "This guy is cute but he's probably like my ex." But you proved me wrong. You were caring, gentle and sweet.... so far from my first impression of you.
I felt your sincerity. With every word you say, there's overflowing love. You knew i was hurt because of my ex. You found out why i had a hard time trusting you. But still, you stayed and cared for me. You were there when i was having a hard time. You were there when i was crying. You always tried to cheer me up. You were always there, doing everything you can to make me happy and feel loved.
I wish i could turn back time. Rewinding to the very first time i laid my eyes on you. I would love to spend my time with you again. I miss you Kim Youngjo. I should have stayed with you and listened. If only i didn't run away from you, maybe you would still be here, holding me in your arms, feeling the warmth of our bodies close to each other. I love you so much. I should have told you how much you mean to me.
I closed my diary and went out of our house. Placing the bouquet of his favorite flowers on his tomb, i wiped some dust above his name."Hey youngjo. I'm crying, where are you? Comfort me. I badly need your hugs right now" I said, chuckling a bit. "I miss you so much. I hope you're happy wherever you are. I love yo-
"Hey!! Why did you turn the tv off?! It was the best part!" I yelled.
"Why do you keep watching my dramas? I'm literally just beside you." My boyfriend said while rolling his eyes.
"I just love that drama of yours"
He pinched my cheeks and chuckled. "Aren't u even jealous i'm with someone else?"
"No. It's your work and i know how much you love acting. As long as you only treat it as work then i don't have any problem with that." I answered and grabbed some popcorn.
"Why don't we just cuddle, hm?" Youngjo suggested.
"Sure!" I went to our shared room and i can't deny that i missed his cuddles.
"I love you woong." He mumbled.
"I love you too hyung. Sleep well."
And with that, you kissed his cheeks and drifted off to sleep.
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SO this is just a random idea and i just wrote whatever came to my mind when i posted this on twitter. And i added some words too btw. Also, you can request a story, just read the chapter named 'requests'. Thanks <3
I hope you like it!
