Yeh Dil Mera

Echoes of Heart (Chapter 1)

A new story of Amaan and Aina. Based on Yeh Dil Mera. Here I'm portraying Amaan in a different way. I felt we all were little biased for Aina. So here I'm gonna clear my thoughts about Amaan

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AINA

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The moment I realised Amaan is gone from here, I felt pain in my heart. My head started spinning automatically. How can he left me? I questioned myself and my inner voice replied me I was the one who made him leave. This is all I wanted. I wanted to be separated from him.

Then why this thing is hurting too much? My whole world is spinning around me? He said he can't live without me. Then why he left? For me? I can't deny that fact that I love him. Unconditionally. But it's just, I'll not able to trust him.

I'm not angry with him. Did he really left?

I heard a knock on my door. It was Bua. She brought a tray with full of food. How can I eat now? Why bua is so stubborn? Didn't I mention I won't have anything now.

"Bua maine kaha tha na apse mujhe nehi khana is waqat. " I cleared my point

"Beta Subha se kuch bhi nehi khaya tumne. Thoda khalo warna bemar par jaogi" Bua instantly replied

Bua is the one whom I can believe in this whole Earth right now. Is that so? Why everytime I feel I can believe Amaan also. In spite of what he did.

"Bua Ap rehne dijiye main kha lungi baad mein. " I made an excuse to get free from her.

"Aina tum mere samne abhi khaw. Warna main Amaan ko... " she couldn't continue further

I know what she meant. She always knew that only Amaan can handle my these stubborn things. Although I heard her I decided not to make her uncomfortable.

"Okay Bua I'm eating." I said to her.

I took a roti and took some curry on my plate.
Mutton curry. Aman used to love this. Why ever damn single thing is reminding me him?

Unwillingly I had my dinner and Bua left my room.

I tried to sleep but I couldn't. What is he doing now? Where is he now? Does he head to the London again? Will I ever get to see him? How I'll survive without seeing him?

I Don't know when my eyes went off.

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6 months later

"Bua I'll be late. Don't wait for me. Time se khana kha lena or ha medicine khudse le lena. " I said to Bua and left for the office.