𝙎𝙝𝙞𝙛𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙚 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙮// 𝙃𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙟𝙞𝙣

Shifting? (1)

First chapter :)) here we go besties

Monday.
I totally hate Monday like who doesn't
It's just another day where I'm trying to survive my online classes, another day where I'm trying to stay focused,
My life isn't that bad and I know that I don't really have depression at least I think so, but sometimes it's just to much. The way my mum is yelling at me for not being good enough at school, for eating to much and stuff like that I just can't handle that all the time.

I'll go to bed at 4 am and get up for school at 6am. Every.fucking.day.

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online classes are over and it's like 11pm now

I was in my bed scrolling
rolling through TikTok as I saw a video about reality shifting

           „Best shifting methods"

I wanted to learn more about it, it does looked interesting and I thought it could maybe help me, maybe it'll make me feel better.

You should know that I'm a stay, since 2019 and I really loved hyunjin he's just perfect and I felt so save when I watched his videos it makes me so fucking happy- the way you can see that he's doing what he loved

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I've learned quite a lot about shifting and I wanted to try it so bad, it's about
1am now so got out of my bed and sat down in front of my table I grabbed a pen and a block and started writing... 

When I wake up in my Dr, I'll be in the dance practice room from jyp/ stray kids. I'll be sitting in the corner of the room, I'll know that I'm in my dr when i can feel hyunjin shaking me because he thinks I'm asleep.... 30min in my Cr is like 3 Months in my Dr....

Just like that... I wrote my whole script.... 4 pages covered with letters and words... it took me about an hour to do this.
It's 2 in the morning and I'm sitting here, reading my script over and over again until I laid down on my bed and started to count...

1...2....3.......

goodnight y/n....

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OH GOD GUYS THIS SHIT IS CRINGYYY
AS FUCK IM SO SORRY HAHAHHSHAHVQBA anyway- are here any Germans or?!