{Dazai is still in the Port Mafia. In this case this is the other possibility of Odas death, instead of turning to the other side he decided to just the opposite. To stay in the Port Mafia, he saw Odas death as not an awakening but just proving what...
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(Y/n) glanced at the bodies, as the overwhelming feeling of guilt bubbled in her stomach. The (h/c) haired female only ever killed those who she thought deserved death, although they were in such a profession as grim as The Port Mafia, it doesn't make them bad people. Yet she ended their life, although their death was inevitable she questioned what right she had to shorten it. "Was it necessary for them to be a part of this test?" (Y/n) asked her (e/c) eyes, locking on Dazais figure, as her hand ran up along her arm for a sense of reassurance, in order to calm herself.
Dazai hummed at her words, curious as to why she cared, he wondered if she had a sense of humanity, based on her previous actions it wouldn't be entirely out of the question. Yet she still killed the others without even a hint of remorse is it just the power of her own morals? He of course wanted to push for an answer, yet he decided now wasn't the time. Dazai stared ahead at the (h/c) haired female, as he still continued to become lost in his thoughts, slowly consuming his present thoughts. The female shifted uncomfortably under his fierce gaze, as her eyes settled on the ground.
"Perhaps, it didn't matter one way or another though. They were a part of something that wasn't a friend to anyone really." Dazai explained, as he broke off his gaze from the female, glancing over at the bodies. "So why keep them alive for a test of all things?" (Y/n) asked, squinting her (e/c) eyes at the brunette, not quite understanding what was going on his head, their one thing she was very well aware of, the one who stood before her lacked something, she couldn't quite place her finger on it, empathy? No he seemed he could do such, but instead of using it to understand someone's feelings he seemed to do just the opposite, using their own feelings against them. It's good to know what grounds someone things like morals, yet the way he acted she couldn't quite decipher if he so much even had any such thing.
Dazai tilted his head slightly to the side as he gave a confused look to the (h/c) haired female, to which she couldn't understand the reasoning for since her question was pretty straightforward in her opinion. "Well we already got everything we need from them, informationally wise that is. So at that point they could only provide us with one more thing" Dazai responded to her previous question, still unsure of why she had asked him such, it seemed rather self explanatory to him, he thought she'd see the same, yet it seemed as though he was wrong. "Their life" (Y/n) stated, finishing his sentence for him, she didn't really know how she felt with this new information.
She couldn't comprehend it, put simply that is. On one hand, killing is always seen to be wrong but with her own morals she believes their are some who deserve to die, to suffer, for their actions, for their sins. On the other, (Y/n) couldn't say the people who she had just killed were bad, since although they were in such profession other variables could change it, what if they had no choice? Being one of them, yet in the end she knew that she took their lives and their was nothing she could do about it, nothing she could do to change it. Since last she checked she is unable to reverse time, and or bring back the dead.
"Correct" Dazai said amusement lacing his voice, as he noticed this look in her (e/c) eyes. It was confliction, and he just loved that look on her face, it was interesting to him, each time (Y/n) seemed to become all the more intricate a puzzle he himself couldn't figure out. Which he just loves after all that is what he seeks for in beings in his life, something special. She seemed to give him just that, yet he knew it would only be a matter of time before that well dried out.
Dazai locked eyes with (Y/n) chocolate brown eyes clashing with (e/c) eyes.
This would be interesting indeed.
Hello Lovelys~
Well I've started an updating schedule! I will be updating this book once every two weeks on Monday. I will also link my Updating Schedule Book, here as soon as I make it, since it can change based off of my own schedule, events, motivation, and other things. The same includes for my other books.
Awhile ago I also made another ' I Will Never Let You Go' {Yandere Dazai Osamu x Reader} book, here is the summary of the book. Go check it out it's on my account!
'The day Oda died in his arms, was the day he told him to keep on living as someone who protects people. After that he transitioned over to the Armed Detective Agency. The supposed good side, so to speak.
The only reason Dazai decided to join the Port Mafia in the first place, was that 'he hoped by seeing people's most liveliest moments, before they had greeted death's front door, he thought he'd find something meaningful enough to live for.'
Yet he still attended Oda's funeral, he still visited his grave on his birthday, and death day. Yet one day their was someone else their, the rain being viciously strong, and he stood their with his black umbrella, he sometimes wondered if Oda was watching him, if he could hear him, he started walking towards his grave.
Then suddenly a woman entered his life.
A woman who would change it for the better or for the worse who could say?
Another thing about my updating schedule, is that due to the more recent updates, they will also shrink in size so do be weary of that as well.
But besides that I hope you all enjoyed my update today, remember I'm proud of you! I love you! Make sure to get something to eat and drink! Wear your masks, wash your hands please stay safe! I hope you have a great day/night!
