If inner beauty is so important than outer beauty,
why didn't you let me show you,
on the outside you might think I'm pretty
but on the inside I think I'm beautiful,
I've got a heart of gold, its made to love.
You got sucked in society told you outer beauty is more important, inner beauty isn't
Once again I've gotten hurt, broken down so hard falling for you
People warned me,
told me I shouldn't
but I turned around
and did my own thing
I didn't listen
and told you to watch,
I wouldn't get hurt
I find myself dwelling, in tears
I find myself getting asked how Iam,
I just say I'm fine and tired,
when I get asked why I'm not eating, I say I already ate, the days I wear long sleeves for weeks in a row, I just say I'm cold, when I say I'm better I promise I just lie, over all I'm okay,
Behind the lies I say this is really what I mean,
I'm not fine, please help me, when I say I'm tired I really just can't take it anymore, I starve myself, soo didn't really eat, I'm really warm but i don't want you to see my scars, when I say I'm better I've really just haven't been this bad, I'm not okay, I just want to die
When I say I want to die, I just don't want to commit suicide , if it weren't for the mistakes I've made, I wouldn't be where Iam today
But with society, you just wouldn't know. I hind the inner from you, just so I can be alone, When I say go away, show me you care enough to stay.