En Route Love

Pt 17 : "Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta Hai"

As soon as they reached to the taxi stand suddenly a heavy snowfall started and there is not even a singke cab standing there

Karan : Oh shit..yahan toe ek bhi taxi nehi hain..you wait here let me check if i can get one from the main road

Tripura : But mr khanna i think due to snowfall aaj taxis kuch kam hain look arround rastein bhi bahut khali ho chuki hain

Karan : I should have checked the wheather forecast shitt i am sorry beacuse of me you are suffering this

Just then tripura noticed a church accross the road

Tripura : Hey look there is a church over there i dont think this snowfall with stop any sooner so we can wait there lets go

Karan : No i dont think its a good idea let me get a taxi for us

Tripura : Oh come on look at your self you are freezing mr khanna..apne to apna jacket bhi mujhe de diya and its quite late also kya manage karenge aap

Karan : Sundari i dont go to churches

Tripura : What ? I mean why

Karan : Uss god se meri banti nehi hain na..aaj tak zindagi mein maine jise bhi apne pass rakhne ki kosis ki un sabko mujhse bar bar dur kar diya unhone then why ?

Tripura : Come on mr khanna aapke jaise ek suljhe huye insaan se i didnt expect this..i understand that i might have some bad experiences in your life but..you cant blame god for everything whatever happend to you it was supposed to be happen..and you cant deny that after all this years you have achived so many good things in your life too..lekin mein apko force nehi karungi

Karan thought for a couple of minute

Karan : Umm sundari i think we should go inside you are right the situation is keep getting worse now

Tripura : Are you sure

Karan : Ofcourse lets go

When they entered inside the church tripura became so amazed at her first glanced it was a small but a beautiful church..as nobody was there so they went to sit on a bench next to each other

Tripura : You are shiverring mr khanna mujhe bahut kharab lag raha hain ? Ye snowfall bhi aaj hi hona tha

Karan : No its okay i dont feel that much cold here aur jo hua shayad accha hi hua

Tripura srinked her eyebrows

Tripura : Matlab ?

Karan : Nothing

Karan pursed his lips and smiled

Tripura : You know what there is something really positive about this place i mean the ambience actually calmed me down..a place for true pease

And i when a was little girl my aooa also used to take me to the churches there in banglore..now tell me how you are feeling now ?

Karan couldnt say a single word as he was glazed over while tripura was talking

So tripura snapped her fingers to brought him back to reality

Tripura : Kahan kho gaye the aap ?

Karan : I was litening to your stories

Tripura : Accha meri aur ek baat manenge aaj ?

Karan : Haar baat to mani hain ajtak tell me ?

Tripura : Then lets fold your hand something to god today

Karan : Oh come on sundari are you kidding or what

Tripura : Are do you trust me ?

Karan : Ofcourse i do tumhe pata hain

Tripura : I am feeling ke aaj aap jo mangenge na wo shayad apko mil jayega

Karan : Accha ?

Tripura : Haan try toe kijiye aap pehle

And for the first time karan agreed to do that he folded his hand

Tripura : Now close your eyes and wish for something you want

They both closed their eyes to pray

Tripura in mind : God i am so confused with my life right now though i wanted my husband back in my life but why i not feeling sure about my decision please guide me to the right way

Karan in mind : I dont have anything to wish for myself but i just wanted one thing from you today..i wish sundari gets all the happiness that she deserves in her life then he opend his eyes and looked at tripura and said

Kyunki mera rab bas ab shayad iss madrasan mein hi basta hain

Just then tripura opend her eyes so karan moved his eyes from her

Tripura : Kya manga apne ?

Karan : Secrect hain ?

Tripura : Oh i see apne liye manga kya

Karan took a pause

Karan : Haan apne liye hi manga hain

While talking with eachother they didnt realised when they fell asleep..arround 2am karan suddenly woke up ans saw tripura was sleeping rested her head on his shoulder..she was in a real deep sleep karan was gazing at her without a blink she was looking so beautiful while sleeping but some of her hair strands was blocking his view

Af first he couldnt decide what to do..but somehow he gathered some courage and slowly put them behind her ear so then he can look at her sundari without any obstacle

Karan : I wish i could keep you by my side forever but i know we arent destined to be together..you made for someone else then why did we met..sundari..how can i live without you after all this

While thinking his eyes got teary and he became so emotional