it's wrong but feels right

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a/n: i will be changing this one up writing wise a bit because i only know how to write smut a certain way. 

Kais POV

i'm the happiest i have ever been right now, i think i finally got her back and i don't plan on fucking up this time.... i can't risk anything 

her love is like a drug... and i'm like kurt cobain.... wait...

(a/n: don't hate me for that. i love kurt i just can't stop making that joke)

Y/Ns POV

what. the. fuck. how could i let this happen ?! i shouldn't love him... i can't, not after i saw all the things he did... i trusted him once and that got me no where but in a fucking CULT. A CULT.

...but i'm like kurt cobains wife... and he is my shot gun...

(a/n: again! don't hate me!....... his note was in her handwriting)

you wake up jump out of bed and get ready

"where are you going?" kais asks with a smile

"last night.... did we.." you say sweating a bit

"hookup?... no" he says chuckling a bit

"okay good" you were relived 

"hey. rude." 

"sorry" you say walking up to the kitchen 

kai follows behind you "i have a meeting today with my boss"

"you have a boss?" you scoff

"yes! i just so happen to work very hard" he says slightly offended 

"i don't doubt that i just cant believe that big scary Kai Anderson lets people boss him around" you chuckle 

"i need money somehow" 

"money sucks" you kiss him

he kisses back "i know but i have to pay off stuff" he smiles

you laugh "you're not wrong"

"okay i'm gonna go log onto my meeting" 

"okay"

kai walks over to his computer and logs onto his meeting

"are you ready Mr. Anderson?" his boss asks 

"yes sir" kai says in return 

"okay so..." his boss kept talking

why does kai always look hot when he is working? ugh you know what... one time wont hurt anyone 

you walk over and sit next to kai, he looks over at you but then back at his laptop 

you slide your hand over to his thigh, he looks down but then looks back at him laptop and keeps talking

you roll your eyes as you reach down and grab him, his eyes widen with your touch

"Mr. Anderson, care to comment?" the man says

you silently shush the man as you get under the desk and unzip Kais pants, seeing his now erect member only made you more exited for him

"uh... yes sir.... i think" he continues with his nonsense that meant literally nothing to you

you wrap your hand around him and begin to pump it up and down, you look up at him and see him trying to keep a straight face a suppress his moan, but you wanted to embarrass him you could care less about what they needed to discuss and from the sounds of it wasn't important at all so why not embarrass him

you take him in your mouth and he moans, he quickly shuts his computer, gets up and zips his pants back up "Y/N!"

you smile "what? can't a girl have a little fun?"

he walks over and kisses you

{A/N: let me clear up the whole "it was his wife" thing... i know it wasnt, i know he died in his own hands!!}

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