Jaytim (it all started with a note)

First date ish?

So...... I'M BACK.....uhm there's really nothing else to say but idk when I will be updating again but hopefully I do weekly chapters and stick to a schedule but who knows with my lazy ass🙃
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Jason's pov
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The first thing I felt when I woke up was a warm weight on my chest. The first thing I smelled was his faint cologne and shampoo. The first thing I saw was his beautiful face. He looks like he was made by a god. I have never seen anyone prettier than him, then again I have never really looked or worried about what anyone else looked like. When I was a kid I only worried about stealing my next meal and where I was going to sleep at night. When I was taken in by Bruce I only worried about getting better at being Robin, then I died.....when I came back to life Talia turned me into a monster, a killing machine, her puppet. And all I wanted to do or thought about was killing. Then....then I met Tim, and I hated him for replacing me, I had so much hate and disgust for him. Until they helped and fixed me. After I returned to normal and no longer wanted to kill everyone in sight, I still hated Tim, but it was much less intensified. I just hated that he took my place. But then after I started living back at the manor with everyone, I changed. After only a month I started feeling differently towards Tim. And it really confused me, but after a while I came to the realization that I liked him. I really really liked him. I was so happy when I found out he liked me back. I honestly thought that he hated me for trying to kill him. I am so lucky to be with him. When I'm with him I can be myself without worrying that I'll be judged. I was caught up in my thoughts when I noticed a sudden movement. Tim had started to stir and was soon fluttering his eyes open.

3rd person pov

Jason smiled down at the weight on his chest. "Morning sleepyhead" "Good morning" Tim smiled and stretched slightly. It was such a warm fuzzy feeling for the two of them, waking up next to one another. They had just started dating but it felt as if the relationship had lasted a lifetime. They are so comfortable with one another that they are able to skip most of the awkwardness that comes with a new relationship. They just laid there for a bit. Listening to each other's breathing and thinking of all the things that clouded their minds. Tim grimaced as he thought of the events that took place the night before, the whole Kon situation was getting to him. That was until Jason spoke up.

"Hey what's wrong?"

"It's nothing Jay let's just start getting ready."

Tim suggested with a small smile while avoiding eye contact. He had started to get up but Jason stopped him.

"Lies, the last time you said that I almost had to kill Kon because it wasn't nothing" Jason said it in a sarcastic but also serious voice. He looked Tim in his eyes and waited for Tim to spill. Tim finally gave up the staring contest and sighed.

"It's just everything that happened last night. It brought up old memories that I would rather have forgotten."

Jason hugged him tight. "I'm sorry babybird. That shit should have never happened. You don't deserve any of it. Kon is just fucked up thats all. It wasn't your fault and you left and got back on your feet. I know it still hurts and I would do anything to make that hurt go away but I can't. And it kills me because I hate seeing you in pain and just knowing all the shit he did to you makes my blood boil." He took a deep breath to calm himself. "But you don't have to worry about him anymore. I'm here and I will always be here. I won't let him hurt you again Timbers." Jason had been staring off into space during his little speech but when he finally looked at Tim, he was smiling but had teary eyes.