My Sacrifice

Part 1

" I like her because she's her. I don't want to be with someone if it's not her ----" I was here in the Soccer field of our School,writing in my notebook, put all of my emotions especially to the girl I want to be with since then.

She's so pretty, kind, and smart.

Buong oras na Nandito ako, puro sa kanya lang Ang tingin ko at sa sinusulat ko.

I'm Sean Lee, 16 years old, all I want to do is to write everything how I feel.
Hindi ko matatawag na Diary to, pero lahat ng mangyayari saakin sinusulat ko using those words na may tugma. Maybe it's a kind of poetry but not at all.

That girl, na kanina pa nagpapractice ng sayaw, She's all I want. I definitely want her, someday.

Im still eyes on her
Every heartbeat of mine kills me.

"YAHHHHH!!!!!!!!" Someone shouted at my back and sumakay pa sa likod.
I'm sitting on the grass of this field.

Here she goes again
Maingay nanaman.

" Ayos ha. Usapan 11am?" I told her and tinanggal ko pagkakayakap nya.

She giggled and sit to my side.

" seryoso mo naman Mr. Writer , may dala akong MoguMogu tsaka hotdog sandwich" pang aasar nya saken

I put it and tumawa Lang kami.

She's Kim. My one and only childhood friend, until now. We're totally existed. We're always supporting each other At sobrang, gusto nya si Kylie para saken. The girl I really wanted.

"So? I'm very sure, madami ka na kagad nasulat no? " She said and drink her juice.

" Kabisado mo na ba? konti palang din Kasi kakasimula ko lang, tsaka mas madami Yung time na nakatitig Lang ako sa kanya" I said to her and smile.

" Yah, we're now in HS. Kailan mo ba sasabihin sa kanya yang feelings mo?"
" I don't know, I have no guts to tell. Maybe in college?"

" scam ka! Nung elementary tayo sabi mo Pag nag HS. Ano?" Pang aasar nya at biglang tumawa

Oo nga no. I'm still looks at her. What if I confessed na?
I remember the first day I saw her. Isa na sya sa laman ng mga sinusulat ko.
I have many notebook na sabi ko sa sarili ko, pag mag confess ako papabasa ko sa Kanya yon.

" Ano pa bang kinakatakot mo?be a man. Baka makuha pa ng Iba yan" She said again and cutted my thoughts.

I look to this girl. My one and only girl since then at inakbayan ko Sya ng mahigpit.

" YAHHHH!!!!! Masakit no!" She complain but I ignore her and stay still.

" What do you think?" I said to her in a serious way.

" Think what?" She said and stares at me.

I'm still eyes on her.

" YAHHHH!!! Ano bang tingin yan!" She said at inalis ng tuluyan Yung kamay ko sa Kanya.

This girl. Sobrang nakakatawa talaga.

" Okay, okay. " I said and cleared my throat.

" I will tell her na" I said and stand then put my bag.

She suddenly stand

" Really? As in today?!" She said in a shocking voice.

First time ako nagsalita ng ganito sa kanya e.
Puro KAsi ako tska na, Pag ano, Pag ganito.
But now. I am very desperate.
She's kind of  a girl na deretsahan.
prangka ba.