Rachel POV
Oh my stars! Twins?!? I think Ross could tell that i was shocked because he squeezed my hand telling me it was ok.
"Now from what i can see i can't tell whether they're identical or not." The nurse said.
"Okay." Ross answered. He was gently rubbing my hand with his thumb to keep me carm.
"Thank you for coming along see you in 3 weeks." The nurse said energetically.
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I hadn't said a thing since we were in the nurses room. I was just completely shocked with what had happened. I mean i thought i was a little early for me to be getting a bump. So in three months time I'll find out if their identical or not.
I looked outside to see we weren't going home.
"Where are we going?" I asked
"To our mum's house." He said casually.
"I don't want to go."
"Why?" He asked
"I just- I'm not ready." I said honestly.
"I'm here we're doing this together." He said smoothly.
"I'M NOT READY! CAN WE GO HOME!!!!!" I snapped.
"Okay sorry."
"I can't do this."
"You can't do what?"
"Stop the car." I said strictly
"What? Why?"
"I said stop the car!" I was done.
I got out of the and walked the opposite direction.
"Where are you going??" Ross yelled and jumped out the car running over to me.
"I don't know."
"What's wrong? Please talk to me." He begged.
"I was ready for this you know. I was ready to have a baby. I wasn't ready for what happened today."
"So what you saying, your having doubts?" Ross said completely shocked.
"I don't know!" I was crying and it had began to rain.
"Tell me!"
"What do you want me to say?" I said
"Say what you feel, how you feel about this whole pregnancy thing."
"Well honestly i was totally fine with the fact with having a child, but being a first time mother with twins is always going to make me worry and think. What if I'm not good enough? What if i break down? What if i fail? That's always running through my mind."
"Don't you think i feel like that. Don't you think i might feel the same why you do, because believe it or not I'm a first time dad. I havw to go through this as well." His hand were all over the place people had comr outside. We were down the street from our mum's houses. They came out too.
"Hunny what's wrong?" My mum said
"We're having twins." I blurted out and turned and looked at my mum. Ross came out behind me amd held me.
"You know what? I gonna work bloody hard for these flippin' kids because they mean the world to me."
"And to me." Ross added
"I'll work my butt off for them. I'll work until i break for them to just have some toys, clothes and whatever else they may need. Because these are my first kids and they are everything in our lives."
"Shall we go back to Stomies darling." My mum said. I nodded.
"Come on then." She walked me down the street and Ross got back in the car. I stopped.
"Ross?!?" I yelled.
"Yeah?"
"I love you and I'm sorry."
"I love you too babygirl and it's okay."
I carried on walking until we got into the 'family house' as i call it.
A/n
Well sorry for starters as i haven't updated as much as i could of and hope your enjoying the story. Literally finished all my homework today it took a while and i now have found out that i have to finish this book for Monday. Woop woop. Sorry if it was to short. Love you guys!!! ♡☆♡
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