***Natalie's POV***
March 10
*alarm goes off*
AHHHHHH I didn't get much sleep. I should probably go to sleep earlier than I usually do so that my eyebags won't be worse.
Today should be good I say it in my mind a lot of times so that I could have a good day and smile.
I've always wanted to meet new people, I should probably talk more, go out more, and do things I don't usually do.
Well, see you later!
-few hours later
School was good today! My friend showed my a picture of his friend and I thought he was cute ... I don't know exactly why I found him attractive, he told me his friends name was Pete G. I thought to myself that name sounded so familiar! I swear I've read it somewhere before but I couldn't remember. Must be something I read somewhere else.
Maybe in a book ... maybe in ... Oh my god! I kind of remember now! I should really try to remember more about that guy. Maybe ask his friend more information about him.
March 11
I don't know why but I keep on thinking about Pete. He reminds me of someone, but I don't exactly remember who! I have a short term memory man! Sometimes I wish I could just always remember everything, but sadly I only remember important things not people who I don't care about. That must mean something good right?
It's been forever since I've had a huge crush on this guy from my school, I don't talk to him nor do I have classes with him. Although I wish, but I know it won't come true. The thing is I rarely say hi to him like once every five months. Once I tried talking to him ... it was a really big mess because I stutter too much. He probably thinks I'm a freak or even worse.
I'm really shy, especially if it comes to guys and talking to them. I've never had a boyfriend, and that explains everything related to me. I sometimes wish I could be different but you know life is not fair.
I'm just an average girl, random at times, but I'm a good girl, nobody knows my other side I've never ever told anyone about it.
Nobody will ever know that side of me ...
Not even my dreams know about it.
