Depression

Away

So it stared when I was a young girl. I was only nine. I wanted to be beautiful Just like everyone wanted me to be i wanted to be happy just like all the other girls and boys. I wanted to be normal but everyone said I won't be any different than my mom or dad. So  since I was a baby my mom was addicted to drugs and so was my dad CPS (child protective services) was always in my life. My pawpaw promised me he would be here for my 10th birthday but I saw all the pain he was in and I told him when ever he was ready to go he could go that night he passed away I was so sad He was the best man ever. I was like why why 3 days before my birthday then i realized it was because I told him he could go. It took me from August,1,2017 till August,1, 2020 to realize that he did not want to leave me but he was in so much pain here. Then Hurricane Harvey Hit August,17,2017 and I lost everything not long after that I lost my life Because me and my 1 yr old sister were staying in a hotel and then CPS pulled up when I was gone and they took my baby sister my mom called me crying and I begged her to get better but she said they were on their way to come get me I was going to run away but my baby sister was my world. And I could not lose her too.  And My song to keep me going Is control