Depression

💔Suicidal 💔

I been broken for some years now when I first started self harming. It was not bad then oven the years it got worse and worse and I have made promises to people that I would keep myself safe so now I have to but self harm use to make me happy like I was finally in control of my life I still hurt till this day wishing It would get better I cry everyday wishing I was loved like everyone and wishing I was beautiful but I just can't seem to feel beautiful and you can see me above I am ugly. I cut to feel numb to life If I am sad I used to go straight to cutting myself but  now I am better I do not self harm no more whoever reads this please never try to take your life away it is not worth it no matter how bad your life is there is always someone who really loves you and wants to be there for you I am here even if I don't know you I  will still be here for you