Experiments//Todobaku

Villian

Todoroki POV //

I quietly jumped out of the window and onto the dewy grass. I looked back for a moment considering going back to lay in Katsuki's arms. They were so warm and comforting. Something I needed. But I had to see my brother. He used to take care of me. It was the least I could do. I put my hands over my arms trying to keep them.....warm. I trudged ahead toward the cabin that I stayed at before. My legs feeling like lead and my whole body screaming at me to collapse. As I approached I noticed that my blood or maybe Kat's blood was still on the ground outside. At the sight my wounds ached and my legs wobbled more. But I continued on towards the back of the cabin.

"Fancy seeing you here." I turned around so fast that black dots spotted my vision almost making me fall.

"Sorry for startling you Shoto." I only nod at my brother in the dark not wanting to make eye contact. I feel like I am betraying everyone by not attacking him and for willingly meeting with him. The silence remained deadly for a long time to the point where I was considered to make a dash for it.

"Shoto?"

"Yes?" Damn it.

"Ahh so you can speak." He approaches me so I can see him easier in the dark. The moonlight reflecting on his staples.

"Listen I know that this time we got on bad terms. And that a lot happened and we both made choices but at the end of the day you are still my little brother." As he said that he wrapped his arms around me. They felt warm but not as comforting as I thought they would be. Still I leaned into his touch. I felt the tears burning in the back of my eyes. I tried to closed my eyes to prevent them from spilling.

After one of dad's harshest training sessions Touya lifted my up and took me to his room.

"Are you ok?" I can barely even understand what he is saying.

"no" He nods and starts bandaging up my wounds. After finishing he sits me up slowly and wipes my tears away.

"I'll find us a way out I promise, ok?" He then gave me the greatest hug of my life. It was warm but wasn't harsh and hurting my wounds. My tears burst and I felt a burden lift from me. He just sat there and rubbed circles on my back for hours until I fell asleep from pure exhaustion.

I finally let the tears out and it was like a dam had burst.

"It's ok Shoto I got you now. Endeavor can't get you and those villains can't get you either." Villains. I push him away violently and wipe away my tears.

"You were the one that hurt my friends. You-you-you hurt me too" At this point Touya walked closer to me. His eyes were filled with regret and sadness. As well as something else I couldn't quite put my finger on.

"I didn't join by choice. They saw my powers and thought I would be a perfect match. Everything I have done is because they promised to spare you in the long run." He paused for a moment to reach up to his face. He wiped something away with a harsh swipe. I think he was crying but I couldn't tell.

"They have so many people Shoto you don't understand. The heroes don't stand a chance not even UA. I'm sorry to put you in this position but in two days they are going to invade UA and if you don't come with me tomorrow you will die. I can't let you die. All I did my whole life was try to save you and I failed so please come with me. I think I can save you this time. As well as finish off that man" At this point I could hear the hurt in his voice and my silent tears came in full force. I pulled him into a hug.

"It's ok Touya. I'm sorry for everything." He hugged me super tight stinging my wounds. This hug didn't feel warm.

Bakugou POV ///

I paced back and forth in my room.

"Kacchan stop. I'm sure that Mr. Aizawa can find Todoroki-kun. I know he will" That fucking damn nerd was sitting on the bed that Shoto was on merely hours ago and where he would still be if I had heard him get up.

"God fucking dammit if only I had heard him get up then we wouldn't be in this damn mess." What if he left because I confessed to him? What if he left because he didn't feel enough love? What if-

"-cchan! Kacchan!"

"WHAT YOU DAMN NERD!!" Deku went silent after that and looked down at the floor. It became so quiet that I could hear the very soft whispers of my worried classmates in the living room area outside the door. I sighed loudly and flopped on the bed.

"Do you like him that much Kacchan?" At that question I decided not to yell at him. I only looked outside the cracked window and hoped that wherever Shoto is that he is ok.

Todoroki POV//

Eventually my brother and I went inside the cabin that was now cold and scary. I sat next to Touya on the couch as we half hugged.

"So have you made a decision yet?" I sighed and looked out at the moon through the window.

Sorry Katsuki.

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Hi~ Long time no see you peeps. I know I said I would be back soon but a lot happened over the summer and school just restarted for me. I will do my best to update when I can. Also if you got this far and have time please answer this one question......Have you peeps seen Howl's Moving Castle? I loved it!! Anyway you peeps don't have to worry about me I am in a much safer place than I was and should be fine for now. Will update soon! Bye guys, gals, and non-binary pals! Tristan~

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