You guys should go read my story "poems and sh*t" cos you love me right? (Even if you don't you should anyway lol)
I thought I'd switch it up *smirky emoji* hahaha
So yeah here's Luke's POV..
"Nini what's wrong?"
"You promised," She huffed. She was too young to understand everything that was going on in her life, so part of her blamed her friend. "Promised what Ni?" "You promised momma wouldn't leave! But she's did! My mommy's gone!"
"I'm sorry NiNi"
The little girl was sobbing once again her whole world crashing down around her. All she's ever known, as messed up as it was was being torn apart.
"But you promised."
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Why?, I thought. What the hell did she mean by that. Why, why what? Why to my question, why was I even talking to her, why why why...
I needed to talk to her, but she was gone.
Why did she have to go, was I that bad?
God dammit now she has me asking questions.
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"Dude what's been up your ass all day?" Michael asks.
"Nothing much just bitching teachers s'all," I lied. I had to lie they couldn't know I was actually thinking about Nina. Nina of all people, god what's wrong with me. I'm supposed to hate her, I do hate her. Or maybe I just like watching her squirm.
"Talk to me about that shit when you have Mrs. Walsh mate," Cal continued to complain about one if the most annoying teachers in school. I can understand why, she really is a bipolar bitch. But I couldn't help my mind from wondering to where Nina went. What she meant. How... horrible... she looked. I hadn't caused her to look that miserable... had I? I need to stop. Why do I even fucking care in the first place.
"Mate snap out of it!"
My head shot up when someone smacked it. Of course, it was Michael.
"No need to hit me you fucking twit," I smiled.
"Don't swear for fucks sake lads!" Ashton huffed.
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I sat staring at the clock mentally willing it to move faster. I couldn't wait to hear the last bell ring. And after what seemed to be an infinity it finally did. Music to my ears.
I rushed out of my maths class and headed towards my locker spotting Jaki.
"Hi baby."
"Hey babe how was your day?" See I can be a nice guy when I want to. "Eh it could've been better honestly. I'm about to kill this bitch for taking my seat though like..." I kind of zoned out and just stared at the gum she was simultaneously popping in her mouth. I loved the girl but damn I honestly don't really give a shit about all the girls that annoy her.
I spotted the top of Nina's downturned head and turned to Jaki.
"Jj I gotta go I have something I need to take care of I'll call you later and you can tell me all about the bitch and how she stole your spot okay baby?"
She just laughed not even caring that I cut her off. "Okay Lukey I'll tell you all about it just don't kill whoever's ass your going to kick alright?"
She probably thought I was going to go fight considering The way I phrased things, but I'll take it. I have her a quick peck on the lips and strolled down the hallway keeping a certain head if brown hair in the front of my eyes.
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I didn't rush after her too much because I didn't want it to look like I was following her, even though that's exactly what I was doing. She turned a corner and I waited a few seconds before going the same way. And there she was, smoking. Since when does Nina smoke? And since when has a girl smoking been so hot.
I watched her for a few moments. Watched the way she puffed out the smoke and how her lips looked doing so. I watched the way her hair framed her face and how she inhaled the toxins. I shook all the thoughts out if my head especially when I remembered having just kissed Jaki.
And then I walked up right next to her.
And I don't know how she could look so pretty right now.
And I have no idea why I'm so nervous.
And then she looks at me.
And I feel something.
And I freeze.
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sorry it's a bit short again (about 700 words of actual story THANK GID FOR WHATEVER UPDATE COS NOW I CAN SEE THE WORD COUNT FROM MY PHONE IM SO EXCITED)
So I might go back and rewrite everything from Nina's POV instead if 3rd person. I like writing 3rd and I was trying to do something different but I feel like it would be better in first just cos then you get a better sense of Nina as a character idk we'll see I guess
BUT HEY I DIDNT DIE GUESS WHO ACTUALLY UPDATED THIS GIRL DID YEAH
THANK YOU GUYS FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY M.I.A.-NESS I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH OKAY?OKAY. (Sorry just watched tfios like twice)
And watch out for a new story coming soon I had an idea today *smirky emoji again*
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Crooked Hearts || L.H
FanfictionHe didn't kiss my scared wrists and say "I love you, don't you ever do this again." No he didn't shower me with love until I finally learned to love myself. He didn't pick up all the pieces of my shattered heart and put it back together one by one...