Without You

𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓣𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮

“So you want to send Bella in school while you work?” Xiaojun nodded, he's with Renjun now and they are eating in a cafe, fortunately Renjun found a free time without his husband knowing who he'll meet, he's so happy to see Xiaojun once again after how many years and he's also delighted to see Bella now in flesh in front of him, “Yeah I heard Kun ge opened a preschool and they are also looking out for kids there, I decided to enroll Bella and of course there's a lot of kids there they won't know he's my daughter” Xiaojun said petting the little girls head who's just busy looking around the cafe, with a cupcake in his mouth, and of course a sheep design “I'm also sure about that, they don't visit the preschool” they both let out a laugh, “I'm happy that you're happy now with Jeno and Jaemin” in that Renjun sadly smile, yes he's happy with his two husband and their child and he can't ask for more, it's to good to be true for him “You can also have it if you just told him about her” Xiaojun looked down, he knows it won't happen, him being happy with someone he loves? He's just happy with his daughter “I told you Junnie, we can't be together, I'm just Xiao De Jun and him?, he only belongs to Liu Yangyang” that made Renjun smile sadly, he wants to tell how much the other loves him but Xiaojun never listen to him not even believing him, all he thinks is that's bullshit, he can't have a place with the two

“Dada! Yang! Yang!”  they both look at the kid with wide eyes but then calmed down when she's just looking at the cupcake that ordered from the other table “She surely likes Yangyang” Renjun said, Xiaojun can read on that and he just glared at the said man who just let out a sheepish smile “He also get Yangyang's smile, are you sure he's not Yangyang's daughter?” and in that being said Renjun get another glare from his best friend, “I'm pretty sure Yangyang didn't and never top me so shut up” Renjun just laughed at his best friend, he miss talking to him, he miss this kind of talk, they become close too and Xiaojun even help him be with his two husbands sadly he didn't had the chance to push Xiaojun a little more to get with Hendery and Yangyang too, “They are back, they came back yesterday, minutes before Kun ge and Yanan ge go home from sending you to your house” this time Xiaojun got scared but of course he's already thinking about that possibility, as long as he won't socialize and get track down by his other friends then he's safe away from the two “No need to worry I'm far from their radius and I will keep that set up, I already applied for a job and I'm sure our world won't ever cross” Renjun just nod at that, he trust his best friend, a four years running from his two lovers is done, because Renjun is tired and he knows Xiaojun needs to man up and face the two

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“My mother asked if we can visit them later for dinner, your parents is also there” once again Hendery asked, they are still in office, it's been a week since they came back and still no news about Xiaojun, they also buried themselves with things that can keep them occupy, all day if not, then 24/7, they don't want to have a vacant time, it will just bring them back to the fact that Xiaojun is not with them, “You can go alone, I won't come” the same answer for 4 years, Yangyang never agreed to eat with them or even meet them, if they will meet it's either their parents visit them to their company or they just meet accidentally which is very rare since Yangyang have his own invisible radar for his parents or even Hendery's parents whenever they are near