Present Day, March 25, 2019
3 years.
That's how long it's been since my debut album released.
4 years.
That's how long it's been since I shook the media by leaving the band.
4 years.
That's how long it's been since I lost all connections with half of my heart.
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"Go on and take some of this shit. I know you're gonna need it," Griff says, handing me a freshly rolled blunt.
"Why?"
"Cuz I know your hurting man. You should be happy, three year anniversary of Mind of Mine but I know your over there thinking bout them white boys," He chuckles coldly.
"I have a girlfriend, why would I be thinking about them?" I asked. He was right though.
"Bro, your gay. Stop frontin. You may be able to trick the media, but I'm not just anyone," Griff responds, giving me a hard look.
"I'm bisexual."
"Still a homosexual who is in love with two men at the end of the day," He shrugs.
"Well this conversation is cute and all, but I really don't want to hear all this shit." I grumbled, getting of the comfy couch.
We've been in the studio all night, but I still feel just as tense from when I walked in.
"No, sit yo ass down and smoke this blunt."
Reluctantly, I sit down across from him and take the blunt.
"You know who 21 Savage is?" He asked me, looking down at his phone.
"1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 M's in my bank account."
"Of course that's the song you know," he scoffs. "But yes. Let me put you on real quick."
He connects his phone to the speakers and starts playing a song.
It starts off with a soft piano melody, then the beat drops. "This beat is hard," I say.
"Shut the fuck up and listen to the lyrics," Griff replies, inhaling smoke.
"You runnin' round drinkin' liquor
Taking pictures 'cause you miss me
(I know you miss me)
You runnin' round drinkin' liqour
Fuckin' n****s 'cause you miss me
(You just want attention)"
"Are you trying to hurt my feelings or something?" I ask. "Because it's working."
"You need to hear these lyrics man. I know you see the relation to you," He says, unspoken words fill the air.
"Especially that last part."
"Louis and Harry were fucking before we got into a relationship Griff." I remind him.
"They stopped fucking each other after they got you though and you know that. After you left they got salty and that larry shit has only been progressing," He snaps back.
I disregard that comment and say, "Just play the damn song."
"You can sleep with half the world
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What Lies Within Loyalty
Fanfiction~Zourry AU~ A short story on the relationship between three band members after one left the band and their romance. On a heartfelt day, they meet again on bad terms. The battle between love and loyalty soon resurfaces. "What's the difference?" "T...
