𝗡𝗢𝗔𝗛 & 𝗝𝗢𝗦𝗛 ➵ imagines

𝗜𝗻𝘀𝗲𝗰𝘂𝗿𝗲, Josh

You're currently in Hawaii, together with Now United. As usual, you share a room with your boyfriend Josh. You aren't a member of Now United, but since you don't have school anymore and you get along with the group very well, you tag along as often as you can.

You're in your bathroom trying to get ready, but for some reason everything seems to be against you. You're having one of those days where you just can't seem to like what you see in the mirror. Your hair looks stupid, your make-up doesn't look good on you and your clothes fit weird. Knowing that you're on this trip with twelve gorgeous girls, who can't seem to have one single 'bad' looking day, makes you even more insecure.

You look up when you hear the door handle move. Soon after that, Josh walks inside. "Are you almost done?" he asks as he grabs his cologne and sprays it on himself. You normally take around thirty minutes to get ready, but today you've been trying to get your looks together for over an hour already. You avoid his gaze and shake your head. "I don't think so," you tell him.

Josh frowns as he takes another good look at your face. He quickly realizes what is going on. You've felt insecure more often, but lately it's been happening more and more.

He steps behind you and wraps his arms around your waist. He pulls your body as close as possible to his and rests his cheek against yours.

"I love you so much," he says before he moves his head down to place multiple kisses on your neck and shoulder.

A small smile forms on your face and you turn around in his arms. Your arms find a way around his neck as you stand on your tippy-toes to connect your lips to his.

As you're planning on pulling away, he places his hand on the back of your head, not allowing any space between you two. The kiss is careful, but still very passionate.

"I love you so much," he whispers against your lips, before slowly pulling away. "I love you too," you smile at him, feeling save in his arms.

"I don't think you understand though," he says as he removes one of his arms from around your waist and carefully puts a strand of hair behind your ear. "I love all of you."

"I love your kindness." His finger lightly strokes away the tear that escaped your eye. Until this point, you didn't even realize how many emotions you've been holding up this morning.

"I love you humor," he tells you smiling. "And your honesty, I love it." He moves his arm back to your waist and pulls you even closer than before.

"I love the patience that you have with me. I love your body." He stops talking for a few seconds as his hands roam over your body. From your back to your butt, back to your waist. "Like, I really love your body," he says with a grin, making you laugh through your tears.

He backs his head up, to look at you and gives you a comforting smile. "And then I didn't even mention your face of an angel," with that he moves one of his hands back up to your face and dries your tears again, which are now a mixture of happiness and sadness.

The fact that Josh always seems to notice when something is up and he always seems to know what to do to make you feel better, makes your heart pound.

"I love you y/n. I love all of you," he softly pushes your chin up, to make you look him in his eyes. "I need you to remember that." You nod.

"I mean it y/n. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. Seeing you feel so insecure and bad about yourself is heartbreaking. So please remember."

You move your hands up to the back of his neck and pull his face closer to you. Your lips slightly stroke against each other, before you completely connect.

As your lips move in sync, you can taste your salty tears. You can tell that he tastes them too by the way he deepens the kiss. His breath is starting to get heavier as your fingers run through his hair.

Although he has kissed you too many times to count, he has never kissed you like this. A kiss that tells you he loves all of you.

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[authors note]

this is the first imagine i wrote for this book & it's still one of my favorites :)

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- mai