But I wanna be better for you

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"baby won't you come my wayyyyy got somethin I want to sayyyyy" My alarm went off in my ear I groaned and touched my nightstand until it stopped. I have to go to go to talk to Nate today but I'm bad with words so I decided to show him how sorry I am by taking him out to his favorite places.

First(lemme hop out the muhhufuckin Porsche) I got dressed in black joggers, a white cropped tank top, a grey cardigain and white vans. I then went over to my vanity and put on concealer and mascara and filled in my eyebrows. I sprayed on some perfume, grabbed my phone, my wallet and my keys and I was out. I walked out to the parking garage and over to my white Range Rover, I slipped into my baby and stared towards Nate's house I pulled up at his front door, got the key from under the mat and walked in very quietly. Nate lives alone where as I live with like 3 roomates but none of us are ever home to see each other, I forgot to mention I turned 18
9 months ago and am finishing my senior year , but I moved to L.A when I turned 18, Nate just turned 20. I like that Nate lives alone, I just don't know why. I walked up to Nate's room and quietly opened it to find him on him on his side snoring, I walked over and and kneeled behind him on the bed

"I'm really sorry nate, god I'm such a fuck up. I don't deserve a chance with a guy like you I honestly don't get why you like me. You're a really good, genuine guy, you have a heart of gold and A good head on your shoulders and I'm just a bitch that's always in and out of jail. But I wanna be better for you because I really like you, so I'm gonna try. I promise" I spoke quietly with tears running Down my face. Suddenly nate reached back, grabbed my waist and rolled back over with me so I was laying next to him his eyes were now open

"Don't cry babygirl. I promise I'm not as good as you think, I've done some pretty bad things in my life but I've learned the hard way that that isn't what I want to do. You aren't a bad person, you're just finding yourself and I'm not tryna sound like your parent or anything because I'm only a couple years older than you but 2 years ago I was not on a good path at all. But then stuff went wrong and Learned that it wasn't the life I wanted to live so I changed myself. I'm gonna help you get on the path you wanna be on so you don't have to learn the hard way, because I really like you too" he looked straight into my eyes the whole time

"You know if you ever wanna talk about what happened I'm always here right, I won't push and you don't need to tell me unless you want to but I'm always ready to listen" he smiled

"I know, babe" he leaned down and closed the gap between us. I felt sparks shoot through my whole body, and that's when I knew it. That's when I knew I was falling for Nathan Montgomery Naloley and there's nothing I could do about it.

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