Distressed girl

Defeat is a understatement

"what in the actual fuck did I do?" screaming out grabbing a sharp object just in reach she start scratching herself. Caitlin what are you doing stop it now give it to me! "I..I can't let go my demons are inside me screaming out "Die you filthy ass slut" I have to listen to them or they get angry at me his eyes are watering up into full blown bawling his eye out for me,for me what have I done to deserve someone crying about or for me am I really this worthless or just let this dumb mean blondes bully me for no reason. what have I done?Jaydan I'm sorry so sorry if taken this that far enough for you to cry about me or anything why are you crying? "How can't you see it if tried to protect you and help you through out all these days can't you see it?" "What what can't I see?" " You are so oblivious to this and also so blind not caring about anything and trying to push me away from you" Caitlin I I love you blushing ;-;
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Day after ~~~~~~~~
There is a knocking at the door Caitlin there is someone at the door to take you to school. Throwing on a pair of black ripped skinny jeans and a black veil brides T-shirt and a plain hoodie. opening up my window screaming "HEY ROMEO!" Haha how romantic are you? So original Jaydan! Well that one way to get you to smile god at least I tried Caitlin! One minute Jaydan and I'll be down throwing on some skinny jeans with ripped knees just concealing my silver and red marks on my thighs but I'll get back to that later hopping down the stairs trying to put my other leg in... SHIT! Rolling down the stairs my wrist ouch not again blood starts gushing from underneath the bandage to hide the damage I did a few days ago now. JAYDAN GET YOUR ASS IN HERE I NEED HEL..... -_- Caitlin ? Are you alive there ? No response. My god that is a hell of a lot of blood there taking his shirt off wrapping the cut even tighter but dare not remove the bandage. I better call 000.
Hello ambulance, fire or police what is your emergency?
Um yes.. I need an ambulance asap!
What is the problem my friends fallen down the stairs and reopened a massive cut that she had gained and is not responding.
Ok what's your address .......
20 minutes later ~~~~~~