Burning my life

Hate Hurts

"Hey Y'all! Its Sienna Here! Today im going to be showing you guys my shoe collection! I don't normally do this content, but i think I have some really sick shoes I want to show you guys." 

I finish my tiktok, and upload it. I normally post dances and body positivity, but a fan wanted to see my shoes, so that's what I did.  

I knew I would get some hate, as I always did, but there was one comment that really popped out. It said, "Stop posting fucking body positivity, and shoe crap, also stop crying, just pretend to be fine and dance like all the other girls do on here." 

That hurt, a lot. Of course I knew that sometimes my videos can be dramatic, but stop crying? Yeah, no, i'm human i'm going to cry. Sorry i don't fake my emotions like other girls. If only I was a barbie doll, everyone would think i'm perfect I guess. 

I looked at the account that commented that, and realized it was my best friend of eight years. I felt betrayed. I felt like my life was a joke at this point. How could she be so cruel? 

I ran to my brother, Alex, and started crying. I let it all out. I knew one thing and one thing only, Alex is the only person I can trust at this point.

He asked me what was wring so I showed him my phone. I showed him what my "friend" had commented. He knew Kayla, as she was always at our house. He looked at me with watery eyes. My heart dropped seeing him feeling so bad for me. Yeah, she was like a family friend. I couldn't believe. The worst part is, at some degree, I did understand, she was always there, but for entertainment not to support me. 

I talked to Alex, and eventually Kouvr once she got in the room.  The last thing I remember was Alex putting a sheet over me, as I'm always hot when I sleep, and he knew that.