Life As It Comes

You Don't Fucking Know Me

You don’t fucking know me,

You don’t know who I am.

Don’t fucking tell me,

Don’t pretend you care.

I see through your fucking game,

I know what you think of me.

Its fucking true,

Its all correct.

I’m a fucking head case,

I’m all alone.

I can’t fucking trust people,

I don’t trust you.

You’ll never know the real fucking me,

You’ll only see who I pretend to be.

In my head I’m more than this fucking shit,

In my head I want to be better.

Lies.

Lies.

Maybe I’m just fucking broken,

Maybe I got broken.

You can’t fucking fix me,

You don’t know anything.

Remember the last time you fucking saw me?

Remember everything I said?

Lies.

Lies.

I’ll never tell you fucking shit about me,

I’ll never trust you enough to let you in.

Perhaps I’m supposed to be fucking broke,

Perhaps I’m just some sick joke.

One day I’ll be fucking normal,

One day I’ll be fine.

Lies.

Lies.

There’s no quick fucking fix,

There’s no way to make me right.

I’m just fucking wrong,

I’m just nothing of importance.

All you see is a fucking illusion,

All of its just for show.

Because you don’t fucking know me,

Because I don’t know myself. 

This is all just a fucking mess,

This is a catastrophic disaster.

Welcome to my fucking life,

Welcome to hell.

Its not like you’ll care enough to fucking stay,

Its okay.

People leave all the fucking time,

People let you down.

Just remember.

Just remember.

You don’t fucking know me,

You don’t know who I am.