Andy POV
I woke up to a cold spot next to me. I sighed then looked at the clock then growled it was 10 o clock in the morning I had my alarm set for 5 o clock so I can get dressed for work. I sat up then got out of bed I quickly took a shower, got dressed straightened my hair put my black beanie on slide my black vans on and headed down the stairs and into the kitchen I saw three guys sitting at the table while Ash made breakfast, I opened the fridge grabbed my monster and walked out of the kitchen "Andy where are you going...come an eat and meet my friends" I growled "I don't have time....to fucking eat Ashley Purdy! You turned off my alarm and now I'm fucking late for work!" I yelled at him then turned and walked outside slamming the door behind me.
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I walked inside the house at like 2:30 ish and went upstairs and into my bedroom I sighed then began charging my phone. I walked over and locked my door so I could have some alone time. I found and old iPod I had and plugged it into the big speaker I had. Kiss started to blast through the speakers, making the walls shake. Bad thought started to swarm my mind as I laid on my bed. I let tears fall from my puffy blue eyes. I just really wanted to die right now, I felt like no one wanted or like me. I always made Ash upset with everything I did. I started to silently sob curling myself into a tight ball.
"Andy are you ok?" Ashley said giving my door a soft tap.
"G-go away Ashely!" I screamed. I heard him sigh then walk away from the door I got up and walked into the bathroom I looked around then found a razor I took it a part and slide down the tub I took the blade to my wrist....one cut for hurting Ashely...another one for yelling at him....another one for being born....another one for being alive and I cut one after another after another letting the blood fall from my wrist onto the floor I smiled at the pain then started to get lightheaded I heard banging on the door then that was it...all I heard was Ashely screaming my name....Jinxx picking me up and shaking me....CC and Jake screaming at me to wake up.
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I woke up in the hospital then winced in pain "Ow...." I looked around then sighed "Wow they brought me hear and left" I sighed then looked away I slowly curled up into a ball slightly crying softly into my pillow. I guess they didn't care about me, I was just a problem in their life they wanted to get rid of me. No one loves me, no one wants me, why didn't they just leave me for dead. I slowly fell back to sleep I woke up to someone singing I knew who it was, I started to smile then slowly rolled over and sat up "Jill" I smiled more as tears filled my eyes "W-Why are you here" I asked her as she walked into my room she looked different very different, she walked over to me and hugged me tightly once she let go she stopped singing and smiled "Hey Andy....I over heard a nurse talking about how your friends left you and I'm sorry that they did that to you....and I'm here cuz my boyfriend is an idiot and he needed stitches" she giggled softly "Who's your boyfriend?" I looked at her then raised an eyebrow "Oh! I'm dating Kellin Quinn" she smiled more, My eyes went wide then smiled "That's my girl!" I chuckled "Jeez Andy you act like I'm your daughter" She giggled and smiled "Sorry we've been friends for a really long time" She nodded then hugged me before she left "Love ya Andy! Get better soon!" She yelled then left to her boyfriends room, after that the doctor came in and discharged me, I left the hospital to find Jill waiting for me with Kellin "Come on bro we'll give you a ride home and I'll yell at your friends for leaving you" She smiled at me then got into the car, I got in and told Kellin the directions to Ash's house.
