Gojo Saturo / what about me

Sadness in flames

Everything became more complicated and complicated you know when u feel so empty that . how y/n felt her feelings where all lost she was to scared to lose again someone that she cares about a lot it was probably one of her biggest fear. She don't know if gojo can really change her perspective of life but she wanted to try this time she didn't gave up ,gojo was really a handsome man always smiling when you feel sad always here to joke around  rarely he will take situations seriously but it happens and not gonna lie it scares the shit out of me the moment his eyes pierce into mine make my whole body shiver. He's eyes were probably the most attractive things other females sees in him but when you really get to know him his not all that or probably I'm not the type of girl to play around . In my past life in the real world I met this guy and fell in love it was all in a sudden but it the end he used me after I gave him a lot of chance. I'm certainly not doing the same horrible mistake .

Gojo sensei started to take his distance with me again I really hate this feeling like something is missing inside of you ai just felt empty, I didn't had other choices but to let him be. Sure I was kinda sad I wanted to devlop our relationship but I only seems to be one of his students. It's been almost a week we didn't talk about anything else but only what we do in class sometimes I was seeing a girl coming in front of the gate after practice, my heart was racing , my blood boiling each time I saw her, my eyes watered each time I looked at her but I tried to keep it all inside of me after all I don't want to show them I'm weak even when I get in my room I let all out... I don't even know if I'm jealous or just mad at him for letting me without telling me what's happening

I usually use the stairs to get In my room but I was tired and decided to take the elevator. Before it could close I saw someone running trying to get it I was hesitating if I should help or no but I still kept the door open for him. It was gojo. Well nice I didn't care anymore he probably found someone else but in reality my heart is completely shattered he was completely avoiding me he stood next to me without a world .He probably sees me only as a friend but to break the silence I asked

Y/n: "so you found someone already "my voice cracked when I said that I really didn't want to show him how much I care.

S: "honestly y/n I don't know ,probably " after saying that I felt his tall presence trying to get closer to me.

S: " look at me" he said with a soft tone , like he felt guilty or something. The minute he said this I scared crying. How can someone hurt you so badly without saying any words. My aura grow dangerously black around me and strong enough to make everyone shiver. Gojo didn't react at all like he totally understood. I simply turned my head away so he wouldn't see my horrible expression on my face. Suddenly he grabbed my head with one of dis hand and made both of our eyes make contact. They were gorgeous like always but looking at them this close for the first time , the blue was mixed with passion and freedom at the same time they were so peaceful. Our faces were not even one inches apart I could've smell his sens. I tried to take his hand away from my face but he just forced even more that I gave up.I didn't had enough force to fight back.

He took his hand away from my face and gripped my neck without second thought and pushed me against the elevator, his body pressing against me it felt like he's doing it on purpose or im probably just to attract to him that I'm making ideas . I tried to not but I couldn't take my gaze away from his. Suddenly he pushed his hand on my neck harder and even harder I couldn't breathe he knew and kept going.

S: "you're really asking me if I found someone look who's fucking around"

He wasn't completely right recently while we stopped talking I was getting closer to Itadori I simply found him so sweet as a friend but didn't want more but probably he heard of it and took it in the wrong way. But I know I'm not totally right Itadori tried many things that I tried to hide from the others like going to his house. I didn't care less I knew Saturo wasn't in the place to talk himself after going out with this bitch.
He grabbed my hand aggressively and walked to his room with me as I tried to resist but he completely forced me to follow behind him. I've never saw gojo act his harsh with me before and it scares me. I didn't know he would've care that much. He release my hand after we're in, I looked at my wrist as he did too it was marked red all around. He well knew that a man begin agressif scared the shit out of me it was bringing memories of my past and made my whole body freeze.

Y/n: "why would you even care aren't you the one who started dating this girl also I thought we're done you haven't talked to me for so long how could you get angry at me? Have u seen yourself"

S: "shut up" he looked at me in disgust without saying an other word.

Y/n: I came to his face and slapped with all I got wishing I could make this man realize what his doing to me. " you're ridiculous you know that ?"his face all red he didn't replied but keep looking at me all impressed of my action. All of this was just getting more agressive and I hated.

S: " y/n Im sorry but u should move on you're wasting your time just get out. "

Y/n: "what saying that after the other girl left you?"
Y/n: "pathetic"

He didn't look that sorry simply broken he usually don't have this kind of stare and  I felt bad for him , even if I shouldn't he still a good person, he still someone I care about but never I'll forget what he did I simply kept looking at him with the same attitude until he sat on this bed and asked me to sit next to him , I did as he said. He stared to look at my wrist all bruised from earlier and felt guilty. I told him that its fine I didn't care much about that. It's not something that I've never seen before.

Before I even finished what I was saying he took me in his arm bringing me for a hug ,hiding my face inside his arm, it felt like the first time we've met made me almost cry. He stayed like this until he released to make sure I was still alright and I nodded. He suddenly smirked like he was proud of what happened, honestly I just laughed this man really can't take everything seriously.
He gave me a last hug before letting me go to my room , waking away thinking I developed feelings with him ,but reminding my self that he loves someone else made my smile disappear.
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