The Struggle.

Chapter Five; Another Boy.

It was about 4 months later, and I was in the doctors office, finding out what I was having. Something I'd already been through, I must say. The doctor looks at me, then back at the screen and tells me it's another boy. I felt alittle disappointed, as I wanted a girl. But, I was just as thrilled. It was going to be amazing, with two little boys in the house. Smiling, I got up, and finished my doctors appointment. I went home, and my family was in the kitchen, anxiously waiting. I held up the ultrasound picture, and said it was a boy. There was cheers, and instant smiles. My dad wad the most excited, that there was another boy he got to spoil. Alittle after that, me and Jaspere's dad split up, for personal reasons. We didn't really speak much after that. I went into labor with Jaspere at 34 1/2 weeks. He was early. The doctors had to endure my labor the rest of the way. I was in labor for 28 hours, and then he decided it was time to meet the family. Weighing 6lbs and 0oz. He was perfect. He had blonde hair and blue eyes as well. But, normally babies have blue eyes when their born. He later got brown eyes, like his momma. He was about a year old, when everything started going amiss badly. People didn't like me, so.they started calling CPS for no reason, other than to waste people's time. By the time people.stopped calling, my boys got taken over heresay. There was nothing I could do. Not a day goes by, that I wish I could do it differently. It was something, I knew I didn't do. If it wasn't for my family, I wouldn't make it through. A year has gone by, since they took my babies, and it really hurts, day to day, not waking up to their smiles. All I have is memories. So, my goals are set and ready, for me to get them back. Thus, the journey is continuing.

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