Haha im losing friends again! Love that. You know im sorry for all the pain i caused ppl. Honestly i dont see why ppl are my friends and why ppl r dating me. Im a fuck up. Im annoying. Youll get bored of me and leave me. Or ill probably leave but i dont mean to its just what i do i shut ppl out. I miss her i miss my best friend she was there for me but my fucking feelings for you got in the way! I just want her back i want my best friend back. But i felt us drifting apart anyway. Shes happy without me she has her gf and i have my bfs and gfs...
