my mate die

the recovery

i sat there depressed out of my mine i cunt but help that it was my fault that she died it has been 3 weeks now that i have stayed ing my room with know one to talk to the whole house know what happened because we did not come back with anabeath.my wolf is weak and he still dont want to eat but i can understand i haven't eat in three weeks then out of know where came mark.here i brought your food he said mark one heck of a friend he came in and feed me my food seens i was to weak to lifte my armes as i eat my wolf said get up james i know that she died but you got to just get up ok i.it was my fault that she died if i would have just killed jasonn when i kicked him out of the pack isaid drukinly.mark feed me and left he know i wanted alone time again get you lonly ass up james what would anabeath what you siting in bed like a cancer pasient hell know she wouldin't  so get up kai said then i sumined every last bit of strength in me to get off the bed i got up but i fell and my head hit the floor like a metor hit earth. shit damnit. i was in the bed so long my legs had pritty much died i tryed again i used  my bed and i got feeling back in my feet and i got to walk all the way to the bathroom and i toke a shower i smelled really bad like a skunck on a hot summer day after i was done i came out with a towel and just when i came out a girl was in my room with my lunch she stared and dropped the plate she had with my lunch. my lunch my wolf said i smiled.

P.O.V

i must be dreaming i have to be dreaming i just saw a alphas abbs sooo sexy too know wait he just lost some one and he could as hell gain one to my wolf samantha said cill out woke up and there wus that sexy alpha again my wolf growled like she whated him out loud im so sorry for that but i did not know who you where i am alpha james your alpha remember? oh yeah right i conun't reaciniz you with all that hair and yish...