8/4/14

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Last night i shattered, like glass, and it cut me deeper than anyone ever had before. I bled every single tear out of my body, and now i'm back to feeling fucking nothing again. I'm back to being as broken as i was before. I guess that i was trying to not care about losing you, but every time i remembered the way your skin used to feel against mine, i bled. Every time i remembered the way your lips felt against my skin, i broke a little more. Every time i remembered the multiple "i love you's" every fucking day of my life with you, i fucking died inside and out. You're slowly killing me, and i'm sad to tell you you're already more than halfway there, my love. 

 8/4/14

 11:48 p.m. 

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