9/8/14

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I just want you to get out.

Get out of my head,

Get out of my veins.

I can still feel you

night and day

choking me up 

tearing through my skin

and I still love you

and your presence still lurks

in the wreck of a heart you've made.

My heart still beats for you,

and I can't change it. 

All I want is to rip it 

out of my chest

and leave it on your doorstep

and maybe you'll see

how much i fucking loved you.

You were like poison to me,

but also my sweet escape,

I loved you more than i hated myself.

9/8/14

 12:00 p.m. 

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