+(y/n)'s POV+
I still remember the times when Kai confessed to me. I still remembered all the roses he gave. All the sweet things he said. All the hug and kisses we had. All the memories we shared. But all these seem to be a dream. Yes, I woke up from it. He's one sentence woke me up to reality. It keeps replaying in my mind.
----Flashback----
"I'm sorry for cheating on you..." Kai said. "You don't know how much pain you inflicted on me." I said. "I know you are in pain..." he said. "THEN WHY DID YOU CHEAT ON ME?!" I shouted. "Because... my feelings were no longer with you. It... hasn't been there. Our relationship was a rash decision, was a mistake from the beginning. You can hit me or scold me. I shouldn't have-" "Stop. Your words are like knifes stabbing through my heart one by one. I get it okay. But love is an uncontrollable desire. I just need you to love me, is it that hard?" Tears ran down my cheeks. "Love? What is love? I don't know, I'm at a loss. I have no idea. I just base it on looks... I have never truly loved someone.. I'm sorry. I cheated, yes I did. But, this relationship is destined to end, Let's end this. Both of us will suffer if we don't end it. All these time, thank you for your love that I don't deserve. But, my feelings aren't there... It was all a mistake I foolishly made. I-I'm sorry." Kai said. "BUT I DON'T WANT IT TO END! WE CAN STILL BE TOGETHER AND MAYBE YOUR FEELINGS WILL DEVELOP! Please Kai... Give me a chance. Give us a chance. I cannot live without you. It's okay if you don't love me... Just stay.." I begged. "I can't, (y/n). The guilt is there. It will always be there if I don't leave you. I'm sorry." Kai replied. My heart broke into many pieces. "Fine. But please tell me, have you ever loved me before?" I asked. "(Y/n)..." "Yes or no?" "No." That word shot through my heart. "Okay... Sorry for wasting your time. I shan't disturb you." I said and ran away. He never chased after me, he let me go. I never met him again.
----End of flashback---
I never let go that day. I can't believe I'm still here sitting at a café, thinking about this. "Would you like me to take your order?" A voice asked. "Oh-" I said and looked at the waiter. "Nice to see you again... Ms (y/n)..." The waiter said. I flashed a smile and replied, "Nice to meet you too." He looked at me and I looked at him... What could possibly happen? :)
