Some days it's debilitating,
tearing me down so much,
until I can no longer hang on.
Somedays I give in,
let my depression own me,
It consumes me and controls me.
Tries to tear me back down to the old me,
The sad girl who was always so lonely.
Alienated, isolated, hated,
I feel so different.
This world feels so foreign.
Always just wanted to fit in,
Feel like myself in my own skin,
But I DO NOT BELONG.
Just want to find happiness again,
But the journey's taking too long.
By Ashley Thompson
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