I keep asking my self... Why?
What did I do?
Where did I go wrong?
Am I not good enough?
I'm starting to hate my self. I pity my self. I feel terrible inside. Why is this happening to me?
Why me...?
I did not know when it started and how. It's just one day I woke up and felt is this the end...
I felt desperate.
I felt alone.
I felt hatred.
I felt unwanted.
I just want to be happy.
I want to make real friends.
I wanted to be cared for.
I wanted to feel special.
I wanted love.
I wanted to be wanted.
I did not notice all of this until now. Should I fight for this? Or should I let go?
I can't decide.
All I want to do is to cry all the pain out until I can't feel the pain anymore. To cry my tears dry. To cry out loud even no one can hear me...
Is it a chance or a good bye?
It's my first day at work. A clear blue sky early in the morning. I feel nervous and excited at the same time.
This will be my first job after 2 years of being sick.
My first day was fine and met my team.
It was a typicall day to day work. Nothing special. It all started there...
I did my best at my job but it was so different from my previous job. Then little by little they started to dislike and make fun of me.
Again, why...?
I was so frustrated and did not trust any one. Then there was this one guy sunddenly sent me a personal message. I was in doubt. This might be a prank. I ignored him but insisted to be friends with me. He is nice, he said sorry on how they treated me. He was into gaming, a common ground made my brought down my wall. Made me trust him and we became friends.
But still, I don't fell I belong there...
Then this grumpy guy came.
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Historia CortaA girl and a boy that has both untold feelings. Relationships is hard and it is harder without being able to express what you feel. A feeling of hatred, anger and selfish love. We dream of fairytales but those are nothing but fantasies. Emotion, tru...
