A part of you {Piers Nivans x Reader}

A part of you

You dropped to your knees. "This can't be. This isn't real. You're lying !" you sobbed. A heavy hand rested on your shoulder. "I'm so sorry. He sacrificed himself to save my life." Chris' deep voice tried to sooth you. With Piers' dog tags and his bloody BSAA patch in one hand you stayed on the ground and cried in your other hand. You simply couldn't grasp the fact that your beloved husband was dead. "We, Alpha and especially me, we are always there for you, (y/n). "You or Alpha can't bring Piers back to me, can you?!" you asked him through your tears. Chris furrowed his brows and looked away with a deep sigh. "Please, go away Chris. I need some time alone." "But..!" "Please!" you cried. He stood his feet and went out of your house. You closed the door quietly behind him.

Leaning your forehead against the cool surface of the door you breathed out a breath you held for a long time. Walking straight to your bedroom you ran into Anermee, your Husky Puppy. You apologized and walked away while Anermee stared at you. Face first you slumped on Piers' side of your kingsize bed. His scent still lingered on his pillow. Inhaling it you silently cried. You will never be able to sniff at the source of this great scent. You will never be able to stroke the soft bed hair out of the face that once laid in this pillow. Never again. Fluffing the pillow you noticed something under it. A little piece of paper. Unfolding it only has you tear up once again.

It was the little piece of paper Piers used to invite you to a date. Your last date. Something between laugh and sob left your mouth. Closing your (e/c) eyes you remembered that wonderful night two weeks ago.

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With that refreshed feeling after a good shower after a hard training, realisation hit you like a train. You forgot your exchange clothes. *Damnit* you thought. Nervously you fumbled with the lock of your locker. Opening it you were greeted with new clothes, even underwear. Searching through the newly appeared clothings you found a little piece of paper that read:

"Meet me 8 p.m. at our house. Please wear the clothes I left for you.

I miss and love you ~

Piers"

Grinning you put the note away and started dressing. You knew all the clothes exept the underwear. A (f/c) lace bra with matching panties. Raising an eyebrow you decided just to roll with it and don't thought about it no longer. Combing your blow-dried (h/c) hair you put it in a more or less messy bun. Finishing with a descent amount of make-up you headed out to your house.

Pulling the car in the garage you are greeted by Anermee. "I can't play right now, sweety. I'm meeting up with your master." you said in a playful voice scratching behind her ears. Whimpering she trotted back to her place looking at you judging. You chuckled and shook your head. You didn't need to search for your keys because the door was open. *Strange* you thought because Piers usually was very careful. This lack of safety had you wondering if something was wrong. But these thougts were washed away once you entered the inside of your house.

The floor was trailed with various blossoms. Overwelmed you dropped your jacket and followed the trail. You walked around the corner to the living room. You just stood there like an idiot gasping with awe. The whole room was bathed in candle light, mostly rose blossoms and you noticed the chocolate on the coffee table. At first you were startled slightly as two strong arms snaked around your waist. You immediately knew it was the greatest person you ever met. Even though your start was very hard. Piers' hold on you tightened when he leaned down a bit whispering in the shell of your ear: "Welcome home (y/n)." You shivered and sighed. He smirked at your reaction and leaned down a little more to kiss your neck. This had you giggling and you leaned against his firm chest, placing your hand over his slightly larger one.

"You're so sweet, but it isn't necessary." You smiled up at him. Piers always did such romantic things. Bathing together, a midnight walk, candle light dinner made by his hands. Sometimes you say you don't deserve him but he always reassures you that you are perfect to him, no matter what others said. "You are worth everything." Piers said as he placed a kiss on top of your bare shoulder. "You're hopeless romantic, Piers." you giggled.

Piers had you yelping as he picked you up bridal-style in one swift motion. Your arms went around his neck and you kissed him sweetly. He responded to the kiss without hesitation as began to carry you to the blossom covered couch. Grasping his short but fluffy with one hand, you placed your other hand on his cheek, deepening the kiss.

Piers sat down on the couch with you in his lap. Breaking the kiss you leaned your head against his shoulder. He reached out to the chocolate, pressing a kiss to your temple in process. You sighed approvingly and leaned more against Piers, if that was even possible. Once unwrapped, he held one piece of (f/f) chocolate in front of you. It was your favorite and Piers knew perfectly well. Grinning you opened your mouth for the sweet treat. Piers put the chocolate into your mouth. You closed it and let the flavour overwhelm you. With the chocolate still in your mouth you got a piece for your silently waiting partner. The ace grinned knowing your intentions but he also knew better than your idea.

Pressing a firm yet passionate kiss to your lips, Piers tasted the chocolate fairly well. His tongue brushed against your bottom lip, asking for entrance. You held both of his cheeks with your hands. One of Piers hands or its way to your side, the other one your thigh. Not breaking the kiss he layed you down and crawled on top of you. Breaking the kiss Piers went down to kiss your neck. "I love you, (y/n)." You blushed at his words. You went to speak but he cut you off: "I love you and now stop doubting that fact. When I saw you first at the training rage I never thought we would get that far." You smiled down at him. Piers went for your shirt but you tried to cover your body with your hands. He groaned and rolled his eyes. He pinned your wrists over your head. "You really don't need to hide from me." Piers gave you a reassuring kiss and went down again. He revealed you in the new underwear he bought for you. "I knew if I would see you in this I couldn't resist." Piers smirked and watched your reaction.

You breathed: "Thank you, Piers. For everything. Even thou-mmph" He once again cut you off but this time with a quick sweet kiss. "Anything for you." You both laughed and the night went on...

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The bed shifted as Anermee jumped next to you and cuddled against your side. Piers always said Anermee was extraordinary and had a feeling for human emotions. You are waving your fingers through her hear 'till you fell into an unpleasend sleep.

The sun shines bright even though there is no reason to. You are standing in front of your love's grave. After the funeral you decided to stay a little longer than the other guests. You kneeled down next to the grave stone. Leaning your forehead against the cool surface you whispered: "Everything I wanted, was for you to come back home. I miss you...so much...and I love you...even more than I ever told you."

Standing up you wipe you tears away. You stood to walk away only to turn around once more.

You place a hand over your stomach and smiled: "At least I still have a part of you some how."

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