TW: poverty, depression, anxiety, paranoia, medication.
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[𝙎𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚.]
"KEEP IT A HUNNED, I'D
RATHER YOU TRUST ME
THAN TO LOVE ME. KEEP
IT A WHOLE ONE HUND',
DON'T GOT YOU, I GOT
NOTHIN'."— KENDRICK LAMAR. | LOVE. FEAT. ZACARI.
_____________________________A man takes himself back to a moment in time where the very foundations of himself and who he was were starting to tumble over like plunging skyscrapers, destroying and leaving a mess of his mental capacity. He was falling apart, and if he didn't get to where he needed to be in time, he'd never be able to stare over the blockages in his life and visualize a future for himself.
Before the money, before the fame, before the cars, and before the drank, it was a single woman who built his skyscrapers back from pure scratch. In fact, if he looked hard enough, it seemed the passionate, iridescent skyscrapers she constructed were much more foundational than the last.
He guessed it was the unconditional love she divulged to him when he had nothing but empty pockets and soulless smiles to show for.
"I DONE BEEN DOWN
SO LONG LOST HOPE.
I DONE CAME DOWN
SO HARD I SLOWED.
HONESTLY FOREVER ALL
A REAL NIGGA WANT—"— KENDRICK LAMAR. | LOYALTY
______________________________𝙰 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚢𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝 𝙸 𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚍. 𝚈𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚙 𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚝𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎.
[I was too lazy to make a playlist so I'm linking my personal love/romance playlist. All of my personal playlists start with RAKI if you wanna look through my spotify.]
IMPORTANT!!
I've been feeling very down lately so I made a fic full of tooth-rotting fluff and angst. This is Asahi in the time-skip, and he's a *SPOILER ALERT* fashion designer! I chose him because I think he evokes the most comfort for me personally so really this fanfic is to satisfy my needs for some lovin'.
And you can thank KeiAsia2 for the idea, thank you for your compliments on my writing AHHHHHH🥺❤️
EDIT: yeahhhh I did my damn thing with this fic so it's coming back lol I'm getting a lot done tonight!!
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Fanfiction"If I didn't ride blade on curb, would you still (love me)? If I made up my mind at work, would you still (love me)?" Before the money, before the fame, before the cars, and before the drank, who was there for him when his pockets were empty, his he...