[Y/n Pov]
I wake up I stared at Tsukasa peaceful resting face . So it was a dream. I walked to the restroom in the broadcasting room. I stare at this dead E/c eyes in the mirror. Wait there mine?
This is me?
*10 mins after*
I sat in the chair.
I stared at the walls thinking how do I know what a chair is and what it is made out of. This chair is made out of wood but wood is made out of trees and then...... what are trees made out of there made out of a other tree but who made that one a other tree but who was the first tree.... wait how was dirt made. What if everyone never called a chair a chair..
"Oi" I heard Tsukasa voice exclaim.
"Sorry I was distracted!" I said.
I was reading my hand bled it stinged.
but why. What is pain? What if we never felt pain.? Why can't I ignore pain? Can I teach myself to trick my mind so I like the feeling of pain? Yes I can.
Today I feel so uhh out of place. My body felt like unreal.
I felt so stressed I want to know the answers of everything. Why do people ignore this things.
I wonder.
"Is there proof that I am real?"
That question made my mind panic. I felt cluttered. I was thinking too many things.
I know I am real right. But is Y/n real?
Me and her are the same person.
But for some reason when I look in the mirror I wonder who is this.
Who is Y/n?
I looked at the people I worked with.
"are they real?"
Its not like I care.
I walked over to exit.
Maybe I will talk to Amane again. I don't know why but I am not scared its maybe because if no one is real... Why should I care about others feelings and problems and about my own.
I have no reason to be afraid.
My lips turn into a smirk.
"Nothing matters"
I walked over to the bathroom door. I saw Amane with the white hair girl. I think her name is nene.
I walked in Amane eyes stared right at me. Nene girl seemed scared.
"Ahh hello Amane sorry for interupting." I said wile bowing down to them both.
"Hanako-Kun why did she call you Amane?" Nene asked Amane.
"Ahah its a nickname she give me heh." Amane said nervously. I was confused its not a nickname its his real name?
"Yashiro doesn't know my real name." He said while getting very close to me.
"Anyways why are you here Y/n-chan?" He asked me.
I felt someone stares it was Yashiro or Nene. She seem to have sparkles in her eyes while staring at me. Like she was admiring me.
"I think we should catch up... Maybe after school or when your not busy?" I asked him.
Amane eyes seemed to glow up.
"Ah sure!" He exclaimed while giving me a high five. I smile.
"Well I have to go do some work.... Bye Yashiro-San and Hanako-kun." I said while bowing down. Its weird to call him Hanako. But I understand why he may not wanna be called Amane anymore.
I walked out.. Its not that scary to talk to him anymore. I do not feel guilty anymore.
I don't right. I stare at my wrist with strikes on it. When I break a rule a strike shows. I only had 2 but Tsukasa has like 6 or 5 . I wonder how many Amane has?
I skipped to the broadcasting room with a smile on my face.
Tsukasa was not in the room it was only Sakura.
That's odd
I guess I'll wait till its time to catch up with Amane or should I say Hanako
