chapter 6

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marshmallowpiggy:

hey

Canadianmarker:

heyyyyy what's up

marshmallowpiggy:

the sky

Canadianmarker:

ahahahahhahaha 

but seriously, what's up!!!!!

marshmallowpiggy:

oh it's nothing 

Canadianmarker:

c'mon

you wouldn't text me just to tell me nothing 

marshmallowpiggy:

oh

yea

right

Canadianmarker:

hey... you sound a bit off

you alright?

marshmallowpiggy:

yea

Canadianmarker:

really?

marshmallowpiggy:

ok no i'm not 

Canadianmarker:

oh no

what happened?

marshmallowpiggy:

well, i'm crying right now so that's what happened haha sorry go to sleep

Canadianmarker:

wait whyyyyyy what's going on 

i'm worried :(

marshmallowpiggy:

well

some guy I was chatting to called me ugly and started calling me names and insulting me

but you know

he's probably right

maybe I shouldn't exist cuz I'm too ugly for this world 

Canadianmarker:

Woah woah woah woah what are you saying

does this guy know what he's saying

does he even hear himself

does he have a brain

marshmallowpiggy:

probably, but maybe at this point he's blinded by my ugliness or sth

Canadianmarker:

okay no 

he's wrong 

firstly i'm sure you're not ugly!!!!! 

someone who has such an amazing and cute personality cannot possibly be ugly

plus, outward appearances are completely arbitrary anyway 

beauty standards are dumb 

you shouldn't let a dumb asshole affect your mood alright :)))))

otherwise i'll cry too ;-;

marshmallowpiggy:

don't cry 

i'll be alright 

thanks tho mark 

you made me feel a lot better

Canadianmarker:

i gotta go now 

if you want to talk to me just text me alright?

drink more water

you must be dehydrated from crying :(((((

marshmallowpiggy:

haha you sound like a mom 

alright i will 

thank you mark 

dk what i'll do without you...

- seen, 4:13 am

so I'm sure like everyone is probably concerned as to whether I'm still alive or not, so I'm here to say I'm alive but barely surviving LOL. anyhow guys as we all know, I only update this story when I'm procrastinating and sad, so am I gonna study for the four tests I have next week? maybe not! maybe I will after I publish this (I probably will cuz I'm a tryhard but)

anyway, I honestly don't really know where this is going, and I have no plot whatsoever, so I'm sorta sorry that this ain't all that good

but, as I allow my own mental health to deteriorate, hopefully y'all are doing well and you're happy!!! drink water and eat healthily and sleep more if you can :) (living a healthy lifestyle can make you slightly less sad sometimes)

anyway, yeeeeeeting out till the next time I procrastinate :) 

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