Prologue:-
Dear diary,
I saw her that day in the cold air of September after my show. I still remember that day like yesterday. She was beautiful, she started crying when she saw me I rubbed her back and told her I was here. I remember asking her why she was crying. And, she told me that she was hugging a boy she knew since the X Factor and that I was just hugging a stranger. My heart still breaks thinking about the words that escaped from her mouth that day. I didn't say anything that day and I regret it. I also remember her telling me that I was the light to her darkness. She had also told me that I was the only source of positivity in life. She did try to hide her scars from me that day but I still saw them and I remember telling her that these were her battle wounds it made her stronger. She said that she loved me. I'm happy. I'm happy that I can make her feel better. But, I also feel sad to know that I hugged a beautiful stranger that day that won't get out from my mind till this day and , also that I won't ever get a chance to meet her again . I had also thanked her for all the times she was with us and I told her that I loved her too. I had kissed the cuts on her wrists and told her to stay strong. She was shivering that day and I told her to clam down. She thinks of me as 'famous' but, she is the reason we could achieve our dreams. I remember thanking her again for whatever she did for us. She didn't even give me her Twitter account so I could follow her nor, she got anything signed from me. Everything went by too fast that one day. Every inch of her body was beautiful. She wasn't wearing too much makeup,which always made her better than all those other girls. Her eyes were like how an ocean would look after a storm. Her complexion was fair like the snow. She was gorgeous. Her name was Marina.....I wish I could meet her again, wish..