the thing that hurts the most is that
i know you don't miss me
but i miss you
and i know for a fact
that it will never
and i repeat
never
be the same again
because the moment
you left me
i became completely worthless
to you
and everyone surrounding
but it wasn't your place to care anymore
and neither was it anyone elses but mine
so i picked myself up
promising that i would be the best version
of myself that i have ever been
and it worked
because now
now i am happy
and learning to
live and love
without you by my side
