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Tell me how you feel about me, Do you like or like, like me? Tell me what you really feel. LIKE OR LIKE LIKE Miniature Tigers
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Slumped up against the piano, the pair of you laughed so incredibly hard. Your breathing was nearly non-existent. "Fuck! How have we never met before? I swear, you're like, the sickest chick I know."
Kyouka snorted, the pair of you had been stuck in the music room for a total of 4 hours. You had signed Jirou into your Netflix, pulling up the 1993 Jurassic park - a classic - and watched that for the whole 2 hours and 7 minutes. Now, her computer was somewhere by the music stand castle you made, your bags resting on the drumkit, and being the two dumbass' you are, you shared one extremely oversized jacket while joking about the most fucking stupid things. It felt like you had known her forever.
So, the time must be nearing 7:30, the sun had set long ago. Your stomach grumbled, fuck being a growing teenager. you reached towards your bag, snatching it up and flopping back down. You had already dropped by the convenience store this morning, so you had snacks in your bag. But, Kyouka and you already ate the chips ands popcorn you bought. Your Nerds would have to do for now.
Jirou laughed at your disappointed pout, sliding out of the jacket, crawling over to the drum kit and opening her own bag. You watched as she pulled out a whole box of sushi, your breathing hitching and eyes widening. Practically drooling at the sight, you huffed and huffed, annoyed about your stupid Wonka Nerds. Although, when the purple haired girl threw her lunch box at you, you screech at the thought of the sushi getting fucked up.
You looked up and met the purple eyes you had quickly gotten used to. She smirked, "eat."
"Why do you have a whole fucking box of sushi?"
Kyouka just laughed, shaking her head. "I got caught up in the library during lunch, didn't eat." Shrugging her shoulders, Jirou opened her laptop and signed into Animal Jam. One, why the fuck was a sixteen-year-old playing Animal Jam? Eh, anyway, two, you felt bad - she hadn't had lunch, and here you were, going to eat some of it.
You sighed and handed it over. "Here, I can't have you going hungry."
She took two pieces of fresh sushi, leaving four more for you. "I don't eat a lot." she smiled at you and you relaxed. It's okay to eat, thank fuck.
"So, when did you know you were lesbian?" You snorted at Jirou stiffening, before she looked at you in shock. Clearly confused, she stumbled over her words.
"h-How did you, h-w-I-what?" She was just so adorable. You could see she was nervous, face turning bright red and twirling her ear jack. Instead of giving her a normal answer, you just gave her a shit-eating grin. "y/n! H-how?"
You breathed out an airy laugh. "Don't worry, Kyouka. I'm not homophobic. I kind of think its impossible for a y/s to be against the rest of the LGBTQA+ community. But, if you really want to know, the stickers on your laptop, one of them is the lesbian flag."
Well Shit. Jirou would have to remember to cover that up in public if she didn't want to be outed by a peer. "You won't tell anyone, will you?"
"Of course not. Although, you didn't answer my question." Kyouka looked up, thinking of a suitable answer. She had been back and forth with so many sexualities she honestly doesn't know how long its been. She couldn't trace it exactly back to the date, but sometime four years ago she had her first girl crush.
Breathing in, Jirou was about to announce it to someone other than her parents. "Roughly when I was twelve. I was so confused, I didn't know why my heart began to race, or why I felt so repelled by guys," Jirou laughed, "but there was this one girl, total girly girl. She absolutely hated me, but I thought she was gorgeous, her hair, eyes, lips. Anyway, that crush lasted a couple weeks before I got over that bitch. Never liked a boy again." Kyouka smiled at you and your heart went wooshhh. "So, what about you?"
"Oh gosh. So, when I was... eleven or something, my dad and I went to Australia for ten months, so I joined school there, they call it Year 6, and I played Australian Football. Mixed team, boys and girls, but there was only one other girl that played it. She became my best friend and we did everything together. Emma, that's her name. God I fell in love, I believe. It lasted for months on end, but I hid it by telling everyone that I liked the boys. She was gorgeous, though we rooted for opposite teams. My dad and I loved the West Coast Eagles, her whole family went for Fremantle Dockers, long story short, I moved back here without ever telling her how I felt." You sighed, Emma's faced burned into your eyelids.
Kyouka rested her head on your shoulder, staring out the window with you. The stars were pretty tonight, such a shame you were stuck in this stuffy room. "I'm sorry." She whispered.
You took in the room, all the instruments around the place. The blue base caught your eye, little space themed stickers decoratively stuck on. It was shiny, simple, but beyond that hid so much more. Like its reflection.
The reflection of you and Kyouka. You studied her face through the shiny body of that blue bass, she was gorgeous. She was perfection.
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𝐌𝒂𝒛 ❤︎
Unedited, I can't be bothered to. Shits going down in my life so it's going to be a bit before another post. I am trying to do this every week though, I need to get into the habit of being productive. Also, news on y/n's dad - the dead one - I'm going to call him pa or father in those rare moments he comes up.
I've got two things to say involving my boring life...
I) I'm sorry I went all off on how y/n realise she was y/s (your sexuality) but that's the way I realised I am who I am, Emma is gorgeous by the way, still one of my best friends. Yes, I am Australian and I have played footy for years (Go west coast). So all that was kind of true, but I liked her all through year 6 and the start of year 7 🤷♀️
II) I found out that my towns theatre auditions were on Friday, but I didn't get a notification, so I didn't actually get to audition. It's Monday now and school break ends tonight. Tomorrow is the first rehearsal so I'm going to tag along to ask if I can be directors assistant. I'm planning to go to Uni for Dramatic Arts and Film (I actually want to be a director anyway). So let's hope that goes well tomorrow.
It's 7:50 and imma upload this now before going to sleep in my newly decorated room (as of today, I did it all by myself in like... six hours). Sorry for the overload of information about me, okay byeee.
