𝐌𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 [𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐅𝐅]

❝Chapter 23❞

Y/N's POV~

I smiled to myself and get myself ready to tell them One of the biggest secrets of my life. I raised my head from Hobi oppa's chest and he smiled warmly at me. I smiled back and he wiped my tears who were newly built. I couldn't feel more loved and cared for.

Jhope: wash your face and tell us, but yeah, don't force yourself.

Y/N: okay oppa.

I said as I nodded and got up and went to the washroom and washed my face with cold water and went outside and saw all of them sitting on my bed. Jin oppa pat the place between the bed and motioned me to sit there. I just went there quietly and sat there.

Y/N: so, let's start a bit before, I told you mom was in the hospital. Dad asked Ilseong to come with us. He was 15 or 16 at that time. He chooses to go on his school trip with his friends instead of coming with us. After dad's death when I called him he just cut the call. I was so mad at him so I didn't call him back. And when we reach home...

Flashback~

I was crying hard while hugging mon tightly. It was too much for 9 years old me. I cried, that I slept on her shoulder. After, the next day when I woke up, I was in my and Ilseong's room. He wasn't beside me. He should be already home from that school trip. I got up and wash my face and went downstairs and saw mom sitting on the dining table and her head rested on her hand while tears flowed from her eyes. My heart hurts so much. I sat beside her and hugged her tightly and again started crying.

Little Y/N: mom, please stop crying.

Mom: How can I?

I heard the door open my and brother came in. I ignored his presence. After all, he decided to go on his stupid trip instead of coming with us. But he suddenly came towards us and harshly pulled us away and pushed me.

Little y/n: w-what are you doing, Ilseong?

Ilseong: don't act so innocent, it was your fault that my dad died. If Mom wouldn't be shot then My dad wouldn't have been there with you. And why didn't YOU die instead of him Y/N? I HATE BOTH OF YOU!

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Y/N: he said many things to me at that time, he should've not. I was hurt. And mom consoled me by saying that "he is just sad about your dad's death. He will be alright in some days. Give him some time."

Jimin: she didn't say anything to him?

Y/N: no oppa, she was having a mental breakdown. So I agreed with her and decided to give him some time.

Taehyung: you were so innocent back then.

Y/N: I was. I would have been today also if he wouldn't do that.

RM: you never called him oppa? You are calling him by his name.

Y/N: no, I never called someone that, our relationship was trash from the start. So I just used you to call Soobin oppa and Yeonjun oppa no one else. And also it feels so cringe but they forced me like you, Jungkook oppa.

Jungkook: yahh! Why are you always saying that? You are calling me that by yourself.

Y/N: well, you need to have respect in my heart which you have so I made a habit.

Jungkook: yeah, you know you can't win against me.

Y/N: that's right.

Jin: what made him get respect in your eyes?