The runaway fangirl

Part 17

kelly goes to answer the phone and I go upstairs to connor, I can hear him crying. I have his phone in my hand; this is the first time me holding it, I feel weightless. I knock on the door and wait. 'Do you wanna build a snowman' I hear Connor laughing, he opens the door and drags me in and closes the door behind me. Then kisses me and goes 'you idiot, I love you'...the feels. It's the first time he has said he loves me. I want to melt. I blush and say 'I love you too'
Me and Connor carry on kissing...it leads to the bed, I know where this is going to lead but I'm not sure if it's Connors first time, would it be awkward to ask? You say to yourself. I'm nervous, I've never done this before. and now I'm doing it with Connor ball...