Chapter 10 - I cut...but...you love me?

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Oh snap crackle pop this is my second update today but it's kind of short, but I did it because I was bored. DM me whenever you like if you have an idea for my story, love you
-XxJasminexX 🙈😘🙊

Christens POV

After Blake and I went to music class I went straight to Blake's house and into my room. Oh did I forget to tell you that Blake made me move in with him, I didn't, oh well. As soon as I got home I put my bag down on my desk and sat down on my bed and started crying. Why you may ask, because I'm ...

TRIGGER WORNING

Your worthless/ your an ugly cow/ your a fat pig/ no one loves you/ they only feel pity on you/ you should just die/ you'll burn in hell faggot

All of these things started flowing into my head and made me cry harder. I remembered my little sharp friend in one of my boxes. I pulled out the blade and started cutting

1 cut for being worthless

2 cuts for being a fat pig

3 cuts for being an ugly cow

4 cuts for being un loveable

5 cuts for Being pityed

6 deep cuts for being a fag

7,8,9,10,11,12,13,14,15,16,17,18

After the 18th cut I started to feel fussy and started seeing black dots, then I passed out with blood coming out of my wrists and a person carrying me out of my bed.

Time skip: hospital

Oh god this is all my fault I-I should have looked for her ha-harder". " shhhh honey she'll be okay, I'll look after her and the doctors said that she'll get better soon"." oh god I'm such a bad friend, I did not look after her, oh god what if she hates me, I'll never forgive myself".

"hey, I could never hate you, your the closest thing to family that I'll ever get, in fact you are family and I love you". I said in a groggy and week voice. I tried to get up but I felt Blake pushed me back down on the bed." you need rest okay, I'll be here when you wake up". " You really are a true friend" I mumbled falling into a deep slumber. The last thing I heard was Blake telling me that he loves me.

A/N: hey sorry for the short chapter but whateva, the song is goodbye agony by black veil brides and PIC is one of my fav quotes. By bitches, remember to vote, like and comment, it's really not that hard, I'll only update if I get 3 votes and comments. baii

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