Chapter 11:
Jai's POV:
It was now 2nd period and I was walking to my locker but something caught my eye, Luke and Lola. They weren't just talking, they were hugging. A fistful of jealousy hit me hard in the chest along with guilt. My chance with Lol would be thrown in a bin if Lola finds out it was ME kissing Barbie not Luke. Maybe she find out? She won't ever love me as much as I love her. Right before a tear fell from my eye I shook it out of my head, continueing to make my way to my locker.
I typed in my lock and continued on get out each book I need for next lesson. 'Jai your such a jerk. FUCK YOU!' I heard a very fimiliar voice yell, shoving me into my locker. Great! Now my nose is bleeding. I turn around and see something I wasn't expecting, Lola with a tear stained face, red and puffy eyes. 'Lola what happened?' I asked in a calming voice. 'Dont do that with me! FUCK YOU JAI, FUCK YOU.' By now we have formed quite a large crowd, all i wanted to do was cry. A turn my head away from everything in my life, then out of the corner of my eye I saw the very puffy eyed Lola, running out the school gates.
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Harry's POV:
It's now 6:30pm and Lola hasn't came home from school yet. Obviously the boys and I are worried sick. We have tried calling her phone, the school and all of her friends. The school said that they saw her in a fight with Jai and all of her friends said that they remember her leaving. 'Boys, im going for a drive around town to try and find her.' I said. 'Do you want me to come?' Niall asked. 'Im fine on my own.' I mumbled. The thing is, Lola and I are very close and we tell eachother everything and I mean EVERYTHING. If the disappearance had something to do with those Brooks brothers, i want to find out what and she would only tell me if it was just me and her.
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I drove around the town for an hour, I was about to give up when I thought came to mind, she might be at the playground. I made my way to the playground by car, music blasting on full volume.
I parked outside the playground and decided to look in her usual hiding spot under the slide. I saw a dark shadow with long flowing brown hair and a object rubbing against its wrist. Is it a knife? I continued on walking to the unknown figure and the sudden movement i knew excatly who it is and what is was doing. It was Lola, doing the one thing i dreaded the most... Self harm. 'LOLA NO!' I screamed, grabbing the knife out of her hands. She stayed facing away from me, not showing her or her face. 'Lola, what happened?' I asked more calmly this time. 'i..i.. cccuut...Jaaaaai...fffight....' She was stumbling her words, not being able to talk. But I couldn't force her or be mad, she doesn't deserve this. Instead of yelling and saying it is naughty to run away, I hugged her. As soon as our skin touched, I could feel her heart slowing down and her body was finally warm again.
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Nialls POV:
I was locked in my room, I was stressing, I was pulling my hair out. Where are you Lola? Is the only sentence that keeping being replayed over and over again. I got knocked out my thoughts once again by a loud bing. Which I soon realized it meant i got a new text. I didn't move from my spot, I don't think I ever will, only if I find my little star. I reacted for my phone, maybe a got a message from Harry saying he hasn't been able to find Lola. Surprisenly it was the complete opposite, HE FOUND LOLA! I was jumping for joy... Legitimately. I raced down the stairs, my smile not once leaving my face! I raced in front of the Tv, which the boys where watching. 'Harry. Found. Lola.' I said between breaths.
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Chapter 13:
Liam's POV:
Niall raced downstairs, jumping up and down, obviously something amazing has happened. 'Niall. Just calm down.' I said trying to make him feel better. 'Repeat what you said.' Lou continued. 'Harry found Lola.' Niall said at a more slower pace this time. By now all the boys were jumping up and down. Harry slammed through the door, Lola following close behind. 'LUKE, IM GONNA KICK HIS ASS!' Harry yelled straight in Lola's face. When Harry is angry, it is very scary. 'IT'S MY LIFE, IF I DONT WANT TO TELL YOU, THEN DEAL WITH IT.' She yelled back. 'FUCK YOU LOLA!' He yelled back, you could see the tears build in Lols eyes. 'No Lola, im so sorry.' Harry said calmly, regret spread over his face. With that, Lola run up the stairs then I heard a loud slam, coming from her door. 'Harry why?' I asked angrily. 'I don't know.' He said in between crys. 'Im going to check on her.' I announced. 'No, I will.' Niall butted in.
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Nialls POV:
I lightly knocked on her door. 'Lola, babe. Can I come in?' I asked gently. She didnt answer but i opened the door anyway. I found my worst nightmare laying on the floor, Lola's body... In a pool full of blood. 'CALL THE HOSPITAL!' I yelled out to the boys at the top of my lungs. 'What happened Niall...' Harry said, his mouth was practically on the ground when he saw Lola. He pulled out his phone and dialed 911.
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Harry's POV:
It was all my fault. If i didn't tell her to fuck off she wouldn't be in a hospital bed, on the edge of life or dealth. I shouldn't of forced her to tell me what happened. I can't do anything, im hopeless. I wish it was me not Lola, she doesn't deserve this. 'Im going for a drive.' I mumbled. The boys slowly nodded their heads, probably in deep thought of Lola, which reminds me, I need to call Paul.
I got in the car then drove to her favourite jewerly shop, Prouds. I decided on buy her a beautiful love heart necklace.
I walked through the double door which lead to Lola's simple white room. 'Can I talk to Lola? PRIVITY.' I said, getting rid of them. I sat in the chair beside lola once all The boys were outside and out of ear reach. 'I love you Lola, your my everything, I so sorry. I don't blame you if you never want to speak to me again but I just want you to know I will love you no matter what. I bought this for you to prove it.' I said, carefully placing the necklace around her neck. It sit beautifully on her neck, untouched. I just sat there, holding her hand, starring at her while the tears fell from my eyes. I can't believed this has happened. Why Lola? Why not me?
A/N:
How are you guys? I decided my chapters have been pretty short so i will be writing longer ones but i will only post every couple of days not everyday now(: but yeah. Hope you enjoyed. Byeeexx
