things can be life changing, we all know that. you dont know whats going to hit you, or how fast, or what could happen, or who you end up with.
in a blink of an eye your life can go from depressing and sad and the next thing you know, you couldnt be happier.
everything about my life changed the day i bumped into him. new setting, new people, new life...but in all honesty i couldnt be happier.
he helped me get through everything, from losing my cousin, to the terrible accident i suffered from.
my whole life changed the day i met niall horan. the day i met niall horan , my life changed forever.
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"im coming mom, give me two seconds", i yelled down to my mom who was rushing me.
it was 5 am and we had to be at the barn at 5:45 because we were leaving for a horse show that was about an hour and a half away in new jersey.
"honey, i just dont want you to be late. " she yelled again.
i came running down the stairs, then realized i left my show coat and gloves up in my closet.
UGHHHHH!!!! i ran back upstairs and was in the car ready to go before i knew it.
i texted my trainer letting her know i was running late, im never late so she didnt mind this time.
Me: Jess, im running late. can you please get fudge ready for me?!
Jess(trainer): already a step ahead love, fudge was washed this morning by the grooms and has a sheet and leg wraps on, ready to travel. one of the grooms is at his stall making
sure he doesnt roll.
Me: OMG thank you so much.
Jess: no problem hun, see you asap
Luckily, my trainer who was 24 was only 2 years older than me. so we were like best friends.
before horse shows i would always play one direction, they just put me in a good mood and always had me amped up for shows, even at 5:30 in the morning on a saturday.
but this was my life, i lived for horse show weekends. i mean i didnt have much of a social life, only jess, my friend hannah who was 4 years younger than me, and some of the barn girls.
i also had a lot of stress, family wise, financially, and medically. i was a diabetic.
you know its really hard to be a diabetic when you love food as much as i do. i swear all i did was eat sleep and ride, oh and work. but i worked at the barn and a puppy shop so it barely felt
like work..ever.
got to the barn, went to the show, came home with reserve champ, and a couple 1st and second place ribbons.
i loved my horse. he was like tiny but well built warmblood of color, a paint, he was absoulutely stunning, i got compliments everywhere i went.
by the time i got home it was already 7pm, but hannah had said she wanted to go downtown so i agreed to, i didnt have anything to do the next day anyway,
so it would probably involve sleep.
so i got in the shower, used my cinnamon sugar body wash that smelled amazeballs, got out the shower and layed on my bed.
as i mentioned before i really did love one direction, so i had a few posters in my room. my favorite had always been louis, but recently i had been getting quite an attraction to niall.
like it would matter tho right...not like id ever meet him.
so i got dressed into some cute going out clothes,but nothing skanky like going to the club, i was not in the mood for all that. i was so sore.
hannah was like my moms second daughter so she usually just let herself in. so she did and walked up to my bed room
Hannah: HEY LOVE! OMGG I MISSSED YOU!
Me: uhm (i laughed) didnt i see you like 2 hours ago ...
hannah: yes but you are me best friend and i is excited to go out!
me: haha me too, i wonder whats gonna be happening downtown tonight, its pretty nice out, i expect a lot of people to be down there.
hannah: i know right, !
so we finished our make up and hair together, i usually liked to only wear a little make up, some dark eyeliner and some natural colored eye shadow, with my hair in pretty curls.
we got in my car and headed downtown,
hannah was just as much of a 1d fan as me. we werent absolutely nuts about them but we def loved them. so we usually played them in the car and jammed out lol
we parked in "our" spot that was always open, it was like it was reserved for us or something. it was about 2 blocked from everything and everyone.
so we walked around and went down to the river front, i was dancing around and hannah was following me with the camera recording our dumb moments.
Hannah: you are absolutely rediculous (she laughed)
me: you know we gotta make our own fun! (still dancing)
so at this point i was walking and dancing backwards facing hannah, and all of a sudden she stops and kinda drops the camera, and i didnt notice cuz my eyes were closed and i was
still dancing, and all of a sudden, i bumped into this boy....
