tw: vom1tting, agression (not abuse, just things like anxious hair pulling or sobbing)
Goshiki smiled brightly up to Ushijima, a blush littered his cheeks. He giggled, "I love you, Ushijima!", he pressed a passionate kiss to Ushijima's cheek, then walked into his home, waving goodbye to his boyfriend. As he closed the door behind him he burst with a fit of love-sick giggles and shrieks. Him and Ushijima had been dating for 2 years, and he still found himself unused to the concepts of a relationship and affection. He skipped up to his room, throwing his backpack on the floor near his desk chair.
Somewhere else, hours later, Ushijima sat in his own dorm room. He had his favorite playlist, made by Tendou, softly playing, through his headphones. He attempted to do his homework though the words didn't make sense in his head. It looked like random scribbles and curves. He held his head in his hands, "Fuck.", he groaned. Though his confusion was interrupted by his default ringtone. He lazily reached out to see the caller, in which his eyes sparkled at the sight of; "Tendou :3". He silently laughed remembering Tendou putting that when they first met.
He answered the call:
"Hello?"
"Hey Wakatoshiiiii!", Tendou sung.
"What's up, Tendou?"
"Can I come over to your dorm?", Tendou said with a pout.
"Oh sure, I'll leave the door unlocked for you."
"Thanks Wakatoshi! I'll be there soon." Tendou chirped, as he hung up the call quickly.
Ushijima put down his phone, cursing himself out for the blush across his cheeks. He slapped his cheeks, grumbling, "Shut up! Shut up! I love Goshiki!" A few minutes later he heard a faint knock before the door clicked open.
"Hi Waka!" Tendou exclaimed, hugging Ushijima from behind, as he sat in the chair.
"Hello Tendou." He said a bit groggily.
"What's up with you, Wakatoshi? Something with Goshiki, your cute boyfriend? Tell me!"
"Nothing.." He huffed, looking away from Tendou's gaze, as his eyes found a framed picture of him posing with Goshiki, Semi, and Tendou from high school. He softly smiled remembering those fun 3 years.
"Hmph, ok." Tendou said, plopping onto Ushijima's bed. He wished Ushijima would be open, as he was always open about everything, so what was he hiding?
Ushijima opened his mouth, ready to attempt to tell Tendou what was wrong. *This is so stupid.*, he thought. "I think I love someone else, other than Goshiki.." Tendou's eyes widened in surprise as he expected it so be some embarrassing small problem that could be fixed, but this..?
"W-Who?" Tendou stammered, in shock, though he was curious as to who would steal Ushijima's love.
**Meanwhile..**
Goshiki frowned at the 8 declined calls from Ushijima. He told himself to not be negative, maybe Ushijima was totally setting up a cool surprise for him.. right?
<<timeskip 1 week later>>
"Fuck! Shit! Arghhhh!" Ushijima groaned into his pillow, 6 emotions flowing through his veins; confusion, love, regret, anger, frustration, doubt. He lay in his bed, smothering his face into a pillow. Though little did he know, Tendou stood outside the door, curious as to why Ushijima would be breaking down. He slowly clicked open the door, glancing at Ushijima's frustrated state.
"Wakatoshi.. what's wrong?" Tendou said gently, placing a hand onto Ushijima's tense shoulder.
Ushijima flinched away, his eyebrows twitching with confusion and fear, "No, no no no no. I can't! It's- I- We- W-Why." Ushijima stammered, his voice breaking, as tears flooded his vision, blurring any light sources to look like long stars. Tendou hugged Ushijima's panicked state, instinctively.
