I feel my heart breaking
I feel my body drowning in a pool of Hurt.
Hurt by him and those baby blue eyes I used to call home.
I never imagined you'd be my console
Nobody knows, nobody cares.
If I tell, I'm scared all they'd do is yell.
Yell at my weakness, glare at my sight.
Say I'm nothing and feed me nothing but cold freezing ice.
You don't know what it's like, you don't know how it feels, but I'm scared.
Scared if him scared of them.
I wake up in the middle of the night, cold sweat covering my forehead and the thought of kissing razors.
Help me understand what it is to be home. To be cared for...
So fragile I've never been a person to look back, but now that's all I do.
I'm falling. Falling in my own mind
Falling at your sight ...
