Spoken Words

A Fresh Start

When I woke up this morning, I didn't want to wake up, I didn't want to go to school. I was falling into extreme depression and I just didn't know what to do. I would continue to cut myself from day to day in the bathroom. My depression was getting worse and worse and I continued to attempt to commit suicide every single day. For a straight week it was my absolute duty to make sure that no one would interfere with my mission to die. But then something, new happened. My foster parents told me that they weren't going to take "care" of me anymore which was totally fine with me because they didn't even take proper care of me. They gave me food and a bed, no blankets and that was it. After all of my information was transferred over to my new foster parents, I got sent over to them. They lived in Hawaii which was my dream place to live. I have been dreaming to live there my whole life and it finally came true.When I got there they gave me a hug and told me that they were going to take care of me no matter what. I remember talking to them and sharing my story with them, about my bullies and all the gang members. I literally spilled my brain out and picked out every memory that I could remember. I actually liked this family. They were really nice and they actually took proper care of me. The mans name was Christian and the woman's was Judy. We went out to dinners, we celebrated birthdays and other holidays, but most importantly, they gave me their trust and love. They bought me new clothes for school and home use. They even bought me an iPhone 6! I was just so thankful and happy t be able to live with this wonderful couple. As the years went by, I continued to live happily with my foster parents. I went to a new school that I enjoyed much more than my old one. Well I didn't really enjoy the other one so this was the first school that I actually liked. Their principals name was Ms.Dillon, she was a wonderful principal that housed a great school. There were lots of teachers for my grade, 8th grade, they were all very funny and sarcastic. I made a whole new batch of friends and started my life over.Everyone at my school said that I had the most unique name, Jax. They absolutely loved me! I finally felt like I was cared for. My good pal Sawyer would come over to my house and play video games with me and my new family. We would play on our Wii U that had tons and tons of games that we could play. Christian would win most of the time, but I still one too. I had so much fun staying in Hawaii before I was going to get sent off somewhere else.