The lone swan

Part 8

After the breakup, nothing felt the same for y/n. Food seemed tasteless, her world was dull, and once again the light was gone from her eyes. She would sometimes see kenma and Kenzie come upon her explore page, every time it did she felt sick. she would cry all the time and be later diagnosed with depression. about a year later, she was done, burnout, a goner. she thought she would message kenma one last time

HII KENNN! oh boy, do I miss saying that... anyways I haven't been doing the best lately. I've been diagnosed with depression. I know we aren't on good terms but I've known you since the first grade, sometimes I can still hear your laugh. I won't ever forget that day... it was the day I met my best friend and the loml. I miss seeing your smile. remember when we would get into arguments and you'd apologize in our Minecraft world. I really miss that. I still have those notes. your clothes are still in my wardrobe. I still cherish the memories we made together. you never failed to put a smile on my face. I know you could care less for me but I still love you. i love you so much kozume. If you want to see me before I'm gone come to our spot. xo y/n <3

y/n's pov: I put on the outfit I wore for our first date. I waited an hour and he didn't show so I gathered his things and took them with me to our spot. I admired the beauty one last time. I was hoping he would show up last second but he didn't.. I saw some beautiful daises just like the ones when we first came here. I made a chain like the one I made for kenma. when he loved me. I slipped off my shoes and gently placed kenma's things next to my shoes. I walked in slowly laughing, knowing I still didn't know how to swim. once I was fully submerged, I let myself sink. My lungs were welcomed by a burning sensation, they yearned for air. I let my hair flow admiring the stars I finally took my last breath as I heard someone running towards the pond, it was too late I had already been blacked out.

kenma received the message and read it about an hour later. the letter made him burst into tears. he put on some shoes and ran as fast as he could to the spot. it took him about 10 minutes to get there. he saw your shoes in the grass and laying next to it was his old clothes and the notes he wrote to you. he wasted no time jumping into the water and pulling you out. He had no idea of how long you had been in the water but he wasn't going to waste time

kenma's pov: Y/N I have to get to her. run kenma run! I see her shoes. RUN FASTER DAMMIT! I jumped in pulling her lifeless body to the surface. I heard a faint heartbeat. I called for help while attempting to resuscitate her. Finally someone heard and called the police, but we were too late. she was gone by morning.