I love you (Charlie Jones/Stereo Kicks)

Leaving

"It's good to be back at home" Charlie says as he gets into my moms car. I get in, Charlie's mom is in the front. It's around 6pm

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"I call you later" Charlie kisses my cheek before I get into front seat. Once me and my mom got home I went straight upstairs to my bedroom. About 25 minutes mater my mom comes in.

"Jamie we need to talk" I sit up cross my legs. My mom sit at the end of my bed.

"Ok" I put my phone down.

"You know that I work for a business manager, one of the companies want me to be transferred to L.A for a year and a half and we have 4 days to pack. I said I'll have to ask my daughter but they wanted a answer right away, so I said I'll do it. I know this is a big thing for you" my mom said calmly and looked at me waiting for my answer or to speak.

"I'm not mad or upset, it's just that I'm shocked. I want to go with you but what about the house here?" I sigh and looked around my room.

"The house is going to be fine" she paused "you going to do this with me?"

"I-I don't know can I see Charlie for a bit and tell him?" I asked she nods and I put in my coat and mittens. Grabbed my penny board, head phones, and slip in my vans. Rushed out the door played some music. I reached his house I hear cheering going on inside, I let myself in and went into the kitchen and got a Pepsi for myself.

"Hey there boys where is Charlie?" I asked look at me.

"How did you get here?" Reece asks.

"Penny board, but anyways I have to find Charlie." I went upstairs he was in his room doing some homework.

"Hey" I sit on his bed.

"My mom and dad just went over to your place" He spins in his chair.

"Charlie there is something I need to tell you" I was on the verge to cry.

"What's wrong?" Charlie comes closer to me.

"My mom got a opportunity to work in LA for a year and a half" I tell him

"That's great, did she take it?" I nodded slowly, I let my tears fall.

"She did and she is leaving in 4 days" Charlie hugs me so tight.

"But I'm going with her Charlie" I told him

"Oh" .. "You can stay here with me, or even with The boys, or you can stay at your place and I'll come see you everyday" he rambles on.

"I know I looked at it that way but I want to go with my mom maybe for a half a year" I put my head in my hands.

"We can skype, call, face time and all of that" Charlie said.

"Yeah that's right" I say the sigh.

"Spend the 4 days with me?" Charlie asks, I give him a little smile and kissed his cheek.

"I'd like that but I got to pack so can you guys help me?" I hold his hand. He looks at and kisses me lightly. I'm going to miss him so much.

"Let's go tell the guys" Charlie helps me up. We walk downstairs and the guys were play FIFA on X-box now.

"Guys I got to tell you something" I sit down Reece and told the guys I have to move.

-day before leaving-

"Thanks for helping guys" I finished putting my things in a box.

"We are going to miss you so much Jamie" James hugs me first then the rest of the guys did. I could help to cry, I spent the whole day with them.

"I know I going to miss you guys." I wiped my tears, they all let go. Then Charlie hugs me

"Charlie stay with me for the night" I whisper in his ear. He nods and told the guys just to go back to his place.

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"Charlie I don't think I can do long distance" I sigh it's 3am and my flight leaves at 11am.

"We can try, it maybe hard for a few days but we can do this" He wraps his arms around me.

"I love Charlie Jones" I turn to face him. He pulls out his phone and puts on Little Things by One Direction we danced to this song.

"I love you Jamie Evans always and forever" Charlie said.

"Let's go take some pictures" I pull him up the stairs into my almost empty bathroom.

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9 am and I'm just waking up, today is the day I leave. I turn to face Charlie, I look at him he is still sleeping. Those lips I'm going to miss them, I'm going to miss giving him a peck on the nose. He open his eyes, his blue like eyes I'm going to miss liking into them.

"Come on I got to get ready and the lats bit of things I still have to pack" I get up and grabbed Charlie's sweater put that on and put on some joggers on for now. I was in my short though.

"Morning mom" I kiss her cheek and got my duffle bag, filled that with some clothes so I can change on the plane. My laptop, chargers, brush, headphones, my passport, and my wallet.

"I texted Tom and said to meet us at the airport at 10:30" Charlie said behind me making me jump.

-at the airport-

"Our fight has been called" my mom comes and gets me. I stand up give the busy one last hug. I stopped at Charlie looked at him like the world is in slow motion. I couldn't help to cry.

"Goodbye Charlie" I hug him tightly.

"Don't say goodbye, goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting" He said trying not to cry.

"I'll miss you the most" I let go.

"I'll try to come see you soon" He kisses me. He pulls away, I grabbed my bag and went to the gate. Don't look back, don't look back. I looked back Jake was holding onto Charlie. I stopped cried, I'm hurting him but I know I had to do this. I got on a the jet my mom comes and sits beside me.

"I miss him already mom" I lay my head on her shoulder.

"It's going to be okay" she moves my hair out of my face. I sit up and put my seatbelt on. Girls and the boys take care of my Charlie for me while I'm gone - he is my 🌎

I tweeted out then putting my phone on airplane mode, played some music. Never be alone by Shawn Mendes is the some I listen on repeat. I close my eyes and fell a sleep.