Andley Love At Last Sight.

Chapter15..Shit just got real

[Ok so I'm gonna take a break from this. Till more people read.. Cause I feel like a loser or something writing to a shit ton of ghosts and all...]

*Tish pov*

Shit... Ash hasn't told andy.. Has he.. Oh god... That poor boy.. I'll let ashley do it.. It will be better. This way.. I would rather hear from my boyfriend and not his mom.

*Ash pov *

Shit.. How does my mom know.. And I told andy.. She just shut the door and walked away.. I could hear how fast she walked away in her light foot steps.. Pretty sure she had a little to drink.. You could smell it on her.. It was kinda fruity smelling.. since my mom doesn't drink beer.. Not much of a shock.. She does more vodka and liquor that's a little stronger for say.. But anyway.. Back on to andy..  Since he knows about his mom being dead and all.. Now would be the time to talk about it i think... I took a deep breath and walked over to him...

*Andys pov*

Ok I need to explain to ash why I'm kinda of ok with my mom being gone.. But at the same time.. He may no longer love me.. If I tell him.. How fucked up I really am and how much a loser I am at life also were I've come from...

*Ashleys pov *

I sat next to andy and made that hey babe we need to talk face.. And im pretty sure he knew what it was about.. Andy, are you really ok that your mom is gone?!? I mean I get she was mean to you and all but she was your mother.." I said with my voice shaking in fear.. What if he gets mad.. Or upset that I have asked.. And wants to leave me.. I don't know we're I would be without him.. Ashie, babe look.. She was my mother.. She did have me and did love me at one point.. But the day she held a gun to my head.. And made me drink bleach then throw it up.. Was the day I lost hope. And I get you asking it's really ok." He said it ever so calm I pecked him on the lips and rubbed his ever so soft baby face.. And stared into his deep ocean blues. I didn't know what to say. How could someone on this earth ever hurt my poor sweet amazing little andy. He's my world my love and life... "I love you andy"  were the only words I could think of. I was just so taken away... Yet hurt to find out he was hurt deeper than any blade could ever cut.. Destroyed my insides and my heart.. The most. I grabbed him ripped his clothes off but not his boxers then did then same to I. After locking my door. Then just shoving him into our bed. U cuddled up in his long arms and just layed there... With nothing  between us.. Not even air.. That's how close we were...We're... Is my key word there.. I just.. I cant. Tell you more because I fell asleep into the best dreams filled of andy and me ever. And that's  how I wanted to stay forever and ever. But life isn't fair.. And it sucks.. It rips what you love away. So that people like me aren't happy because we're gay or emo.. Or whatever label you give us.. I still love andy with all my heart. I always will. That's one thing that my never ever be changed about me. No matter how hared you tried!! I swear if I can't be with him. I'd rather die or well I'd kill myself flat out. Bottom line

{Guys.. PLEASE keep reading this.
I'm trying my best and hardest.. And I know it sucks but please just don't let me down.. Also I love u so smile and  like and comment!!}